where tears don't fall

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

One Life, Live It

Things in school have pretty much died down a little, today just after 15 minutes of entering class, Zhen Yu just had to shove my hand away, and in the process cutting my knuckle, yes it bled. I wonder why all these stupid pointless things happen to me hmm.

Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
whatever
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
i go and barf
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
bath*
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
xP

To finish this short, but intriguing post, I'll be talking about the hottest party of the year, yes it's coming soon, it's Mardi Gras at Plush. I've just recently gotten an update, tickets are selling as of now. Priced at S$18, this hot event will be on the 20th of December 2007, 6pm-3am. For more information, you can find my contact details below.

HOT PARTIES
*club rules apply; 18 years and above.*
*for Vechio Nuovo, get someone elses id if you are underage, I can get a maximum of 3-6 id's for girls, no problem for guys, we have tonnes*
*all ticket prices negotiable*

*Vechio Nuovo; slack id checks*
Event:
Vechio Nuovo at ST. James Power Station
Date:
24th November 2007
Guest lists/Tickets:
S$25/S$16
Location:
3 Sentosa Gateway
Contact:
62707676
Website:
http://www.stjamespowerstation.com/
Opening Hours:
8pm to 4am (Wed - Sat)

*Mardi Gras; MIXED AGE PARTY, 16 and above*
*Mardi Gras; media involved*
Event:
Mardi Gras at Plush
Date:
20th December 2007
Tickets:
S$18
Location:
5 Magazine Road, Central mall #01-02/03
Contact:
6535 3030
Website:
http://www.plushclub.sg
Opening Hours:
6pm-3am (Tues & Thurs)6pm-5am (Wed, Fri & Sat)

Contact me:
Jordan
91914862
MSN;xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

Check back frequently for updates~

/your love is like a shadow

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Tears

I don't know what her problem is, but Lynette cannot seem to stop harassing me. Just recently some weirdo with the e-mail address Xiphius.white@hotmail.com added me on MSN. Like who the fuck else can it be, Lynette, DUH. No one else would use my W3X IGN as some hotmail address and add of all people, me. I don't know what the fuck she's up to but this bitch just has to die. She's my ex girlfriend btw. & no the song that's playing is not for this pathetic lifeless whore.

Major headache in school. Tonnes of crap to clear up, so little time.

Too lazy to blog about anything else. Nothing fun or exciting happened today anyways.

Oh and congrats to Cherine for getting over and done with all her homework :]

/your love is like a shadow

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Why

I found out from Ivan 2 days ago that he only had 3 more years to live, due to some growth around the lower end of his spinal chord. That sucks man, that really does, well party it up, you only go around once.

Heading down to Zouk next friday for Xue Ting's 18th birthday, we're gonna party the night away girl! Haha finally 18 eh? Everyone and anyone is invited to tag along, unless you're an anti social retard. OR if you're some spastic self-centered bitch(we all know who it is). BUT I know she'll be going, so pfft, fuck that.

Moving on to school, school's such a drag, they do things so slowly, it's like we pay them just so they'd give us something to do for the entire day. More like a childcare center. 1 more month of this torture and I'll be done with it all. I just have to hang in there.

Upcoming HOT parties

Party at St. James Power Station on November 24. Guest lists priced at S$25, tickets priced at S$18, prices are negotiable, depends on who wants them. Slack ID checks so yeah underage peeps can enter too.

Mardi Gras party involving the media being held at Plush some time this coming December. Will leave the details here when I get them.

Contact me for more information

MSN; xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com
HP; 91914862

All we need is
You & Me

/your love is like a shadow

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

The Dark Side

I will make this work

Halloween is coming soon, private halloween party tomorrow, and tonnes of other halloween events this saturday.

I finally removed my braces yesterday. Felt a perfect straight set of teeth for the 1st time in my 18 years on earth. What's bugging me is the wisdom teeth removal surgery on the 13th of november. Surgery under general anaesthesia, removing 4 wisdom teeth at once. Just the thought of it sends shivers down my spine.

I have got to get started on my migration to livejournal. But I've got no time to figure out the stuff going on there. Shit. I have to make time, I just have to.

So much is going on in my head right now, if only I had you to be with everyday, things would be so easy. So easy.

One day I'll find you
One day I'll ask you
& I'll pray you'll say yes

/your love is like a shadow

Monday, October 22, 2007

Three Days Grace

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody help me through this nightmare

Headed down to DXO last saturday with a few of my friends, Jie Ying and Sean came later on and joined in. It was hotter than hell on the dance floor, the ratio of guys to girls was really bad, like 6:1.

We left DXO at 4am and walked all the way to Peninsula Plaza, IRC, for some LAN gaming. Played 2 DotA matches and 30 minutes of CS, it all ended at about 7am? Kin Weng took the MRT home while Jin Sheng and I waited for the bus.

Reached home at about 7.45am, bathed, brushed my teeth, did the necessary things, then went to bed. Woke up the same day at 1pm, changed then rushed down to work.

Work yesterday was really tiring, nothing fun or exciting happened at work, as usual.

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Don't give me up

/your love is like a shadow

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Take Me Away
Just got home from a long frickin' day of school. Got work tomorrow, ugh, first days suck. Anyways, I checked my e-mail and decided to have some fun with this counter strike crap on facebook. I was bored, didn't know who to attack, didn't wanna randomly attack, so......

Ryan didn't stand a chance. Good Shot.

I killed my brother. HAHAHA.

We were doing Web Conferencing in school today, they were playing around with the web cams and took tonnes of videos. Rayson was being retarded, as usual, laughing at his iPod Video. Apparently he's watching some hong kong variety show thingy. No one knew why he needed to laugh that hard though.

VJ Colby and Denise Keller will be heading down to Plush(Velvet Dragon, Club Momo) tomorrow. Colby is leaving Singapore for good, for god knows where. Denise Keller will be heading an evil plan from 12:30am - 1am. Guest lists available. Availability is until the club's max capacity.

Recently started working for Samsonite as a promoter, Centerpoint, Robinsons branch. Work schedule can be found on the side bar. After work on saturday a few of us will be heading down to DXO for some underage party thingy. Hopefully it'd be fun.

kanika says: CHICKEN PUPPIES

Well that's all for today, gonna go kill more people on facebook later on :]

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you

/your love is like a shadow

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Asphyxiated

Hmm, my dog is just lying down quietly beside me now as I'm blogging. She never ever does this, is something wrong? Nah, she's just being weird again that's all.

It's been awhile since I blogged, not that I don't want to, more like I don't know what to blog about, so many things have been happening and I'm not quite sure what I should or should not say. Currently listening to every single Westlife album. Why? I do not know.

Well I've been playing some computer games with my brother recently, and I must say, I have the most fun with him. It's like we're in a totally different world when we play together you know, like we go wild, and nothing else matters in this world.

But no matter what I do, I can never get the image and thought of her out of my head :]

My brother isn't only a brother to me, he's also like my best friend. I know I can count on him, we used to fight alot when we were young, but now, even though we do fight at times, it would be because of something stupid either of us did in games or something, or if we turn our volume up too loud. He's the best gaming buddy anyone can ever have, he's the best friend anyone can ever have.

He's my brother.
Team SiN for the WiN~

p.s. Cherine said I should be a girl ):

/your love is like a shadow

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Another Day At Home

After helping out around here and there, I finally got back onto MSN and had one of the funniest, typo-filled conversations with Cherine.

this was like the first part
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahahaha!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
KANASIA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
KANASAI
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
shortly after
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: TYPO GODNESS SIOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: is goddness or what?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: SHIT
Jordan)SiN says: GODNESS?
Jordan)SiN says: LOl
Jordan)SiN says: AGAIN
then I screwed myself
Jordan)SiN says: AJAHAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: LOL
Jordan)SiN says: OMG CHERINE
Jordan)SiN says: LOOOOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: aj ah?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHA
a few minutes later
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
bloddy hell
Jordan)SiN says:
ORH HOR
Jordan)SiN says:
TYPO!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
bloody
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahahaha
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
blardy
and when I started nudging her
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
OMOKOKOKOKOKKO
and after I told her I was gonna blog the above sentence
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
BITCH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY TYPED BUTCH?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
then I backspaced.
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA
and another few minutes later
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
no you spelling everything like meeee
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahaha
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
now*
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT LAH FUCK
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA
and again
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot say:
I come and nonsesse everyday one lah siarl
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAA
Jordan)SiN says:
:/
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
and I KNOW I spelt that wrong
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA
and again
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
no im suppose to go out.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
shopping.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
but im too lazt.
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
shopsta
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
lazY
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot say:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
OMG
Jordan)SiN says:
AGAIN
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
whaaaaat
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
gross
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
imma gangsta k.
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
AIGHT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
don't play shit wit ME
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA
I didn't see this typo, she busted herself
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT ME K.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHA.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT WIT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
talents and wits, cherine has got lots.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
TALENTS SIAL
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA
later on in the conversation
Jordan)SiN says:
-plays twilight zone theme-
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
Now alr HOME ALONE 4 la
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahahaha
Jordan)SiN says:
nee nee nee nee nee nee nee nee
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
wo wo wo wo?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
haha
Jordan)SiN says:
WHAT THE HELL
Jordan)SiN says:
i was typing out the twilight zone theme not actually saying 'you' in chinese
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WHOOPS
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
the question mark was there FOR A REASON
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahaha
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
"wo wo wo wo ?"
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
DON'T TRY TO SAVE YOURSELF CHERINE
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA
and yes, you guessed it, again
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
ASIW
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
ASIW?
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
ASIDE
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
and again
Jordan)SiN says:
cause you is the blindzxz
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
I SAID OKAY ME IS THE BROKEN ENG K
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
NTH ESLE
Jordan)SiN says:
OKOK
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
OR IS IT ELSE?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
LOOOL

Some funny shit.
More funny shit is happening at the moment but I think I'll end it like this.
Peace!

/your love is like a shadow

Monday, October 08, 2007

The Great ~~Escape~~Mistake

she's the typo goddess ♥
she's the cheese popcorn lover ♥
she's the alter ego ♥
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: can you change your blogskin?!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I'm gonna force you to use some gay blogskin
Jordan)SiN says: I COULDNT FIND ANY ONES I LIKE
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: like MINE
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: hahahahah!!!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: did you see the blogskins I made?
Jordan)SiN says: I'll use any blog skin you give me!!!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: gay right?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I KNOW.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: Hahahaha
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: really?
Jordan)SiN says: YES :D
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: You can have the honure of using mine
Jordan)SiN says: HAHA
Jordan)SiN says: HONURE
Jordan)SiN says: WRONG
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HONURE?! HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says: DIE!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says: LOOOOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I should be allowed to spell one wrong word everytime for my whole life.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: And that will be
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HONURED.
she even does a typo when she laughs ♥
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: AHAHA.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHA*
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: roll eye
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: walks away
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: fall down
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: sand up
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: stand*

kanika says: we're going to japan at the end of the yr
kanika says: i was filling up the homestay form and i was like "health conditions" and my dad said "fat"
DotA Allstars~

Cassandra called yesterday to discuss about the upcoming DotA match we'll be having against them this coming friday. Not sure of the amount of matches we'll be playing though...really nervous about the upcoming match cause we'll be playing for money HAHA! & so far from a little chatting with Cass, I found out that she knew tonnes of Team Zenith people (OMGWTFBBQ). Well the bet is S$250 minimum per match. The amount isn't confirmed yet, but we'll just have to see...if all goes well we'll accept the challenge.
the following isn't related to the above
Upcoming competition @ Cyber Dome, trying our best to organise and fix a team, it's getting very complicated. Will update when I get more details.

my popcorn ♥, your cheese /♥ ©
your popcorn /♥, my cheese ♥ ©
eh-on ©

/your love is like a shadow

Friday, October 05, 2007

Check out the latest solo by A7X (Avenged Sevenfold) on the right, under Now Playing.

Not sure if the album is out yet or not, but yeah just check it out

Avenged Sevenfold, A7X - Almost Easy

& here are the lyrics:

GO!

I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid, I’m stuck in my ways
And that’s the way it stay-ay-ays
So how long did I expect love to out weigh ignorance
Now that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I’m not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I’ve done to you
It’s hard to face, but the fact remains that
This is nothing new

I let you down inside with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(You learnt your lesson)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(It’s still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Now that I’ve lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I try to hold on as you slowly slip away
I’m losing the fight.
Treated you so wrong, now let me make it right
(Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(It’s still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

/your love is like a shadow

Thursday, October 04, 2007

♥ the alter ego
♥ sugarcult
♥ the used

your popcorn /♥, my cheese ♥ ™

this is oh-so sweet ♥

/your love is like a shadow