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Jordan Xiphius Lee
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Sunday, April 22, 2007


MAN TODAY WAS SO FUN.
NOT.

Well quite fun but no not really, Johnson didn't come, so we couldn't tease and disturb him ):

So anyways, Jon met up with me at Bedok MRT at like 11.30am. We then headed to Mcdonalds for breakfast. Then we took a long assin' bus all the way down to HIGH Cafe, 19 East Coast Road. Stephen came shortly after we arrived at HIGH. We then took 3 coms, and the first thing I did was launch AuditionSEA LOL :/ went online crapped abit then went off for some DotA. Played a couple of matches, went CS, went Battlefield 2, went Quake 4, then went for dinner LOL. Yes yes i skipped loads of details but what the heck :D

We had YES MCDONALDS FOR DINNER TOO AHAHAHAHA =x (de-retards self)
Jon then offered to give me a lift back to my house in a cab awww so sweet eh(not gay)? :D

JOHNSON DETAILS:
GAYBO TARD DIDN'T COME, SAID HE GOT INTO A FIGHT LAST NIGHT, ENDED UP IN HOSPITAL.
That was thoroughly summarised, I cut off like AT LEAST two thousand words. ^^


END~~

/your love is like a shadow


Sunday, April 08, 2007


Amber Pacific
Fall Back Into My Life



I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong
You know that I will miss you now you're gone
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
So leave a little note for me behind
I swear I have to know the reasons why
This won't survive

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I want to be your only one

And now it's not the same with you away
Just holding onto hope to save my days
I won't survive
So just stay with me tonight, and try

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

/your love is like a shadow


All these poems are what my feelings are saying, I do not think I will write anymore, for now at least.

Anyways, my next post will be about that time a bunch of my old classmates and I went out, hopefully I get the freakin' picture soon = =


WOLFENSTEIN: ENEMY TERRITORY NEWS

[HESS] VS -STK-

Results:
[HESS] WIN: 6 LOSE: 0
-STK- WIN: 0 LOSE: 6

Maps Played:
1st(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Siwa Oasis
2nd(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Siwa Oasis
3rd(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Gold Rush
4th(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Gold Rush
5th(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Siwa Oasis
6th(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Siwa Oasis

[HESS] Team Members:
Marcus
Ying Fang
Edwin
Ian
Ben
DeathWing
Melissa(subbed with Ying Fang after 1st match)

-STK- Team Members:
Jordan
Alex
Hillary
Ryan
Jin Sheng
Tian Yi
Hakim(subbed with Ryan after 4th match)

/your love is like a shadow


Saturday, April 07, 2007


I haven't known you very long
but that's not the way I feel;
I've told you all about me
I have nothing to conceal.

What I say may sound silly now
but you'll find it to be true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.

You are my new beginning,
you're the door to life beyond;
you're all that I could ever want
or ever need to carry on.

You're the future I have dreamed of,
you're a new and brighter day;
with you, there is no looking back,
the past can fade away.

Though I haven't known you very long
you'll find all I've said is true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.

/your love is like a shadow


Monday, April 02, 2007


At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,
Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,
Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be.
When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face,
You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.

You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,
But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,
Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.
It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,
Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share;
To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare.
You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,
You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.
My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,
But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,
That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.
I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,
For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.
Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,
You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.

Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew,
Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you.
Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down,
And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around.
Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore,
And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more.

When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing's going right,
You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight.
You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea,
And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be.
The way you live, the way you love and even so much more,
With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for.

You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry,
You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky.
Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above,
A million magic moments sent- to give you all my love.
You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true,
And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you.

I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul,
the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control.
Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met,
But all I know is the days with you I never will forget.
Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true,
But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you!

/your love is like a shadow


Sunday, April 01, 2007


When I first laid eyes on you I knew it was so true.
There was an angel in this world and that angel had to be you.
When I saw you standing there I knew it was true.
How can god create a girl as beautiful as you?
The things that came to mind were just so hard to say.
All these things about this girl would make me want to stay.
Her laugh, her smile and in every other way.
I knew this angel would have to go, not even god nor I would even know.
I begged this angel to stay and rest, but this angel said she had a test.
A test I asked, what test can this be?
This is the test where I get my wings and leave.
Please don't go I begged with my heart,
Because you're the perfect angel right in my heart.

/your love is like a shadow