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Jordan Xiphius Lee
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Apparently, Chris Benoit from the WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment) supposedly, killed his wife and 7 year old child over the weekend, before killing himself on monday. Wrestling fans can catch the Benoit Tribute on Channel 22 (Super Sports) on July 4th.
It's really sad how a good wrestler like him ended his career just like that, he was scheduled to come to Singapore for the Summer Slam event on July 28th. I even got tickets to go.
I pray for his soul to rest in peace.
/your love is like a shadow
I couldn't possibly right such a poem but I found it rather intriguing.
There could be fog
Or maybe just a mist
And inexplicably I'll fade to white
Vanish,and be gone
Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eye's distracted
By a falling leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone
Then you will discover
What emptiness is
A space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up
A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack
Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture
But it will be nothing
Ashen silence where i used to sing
And deafness
The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the ends of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping waavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convivial packs
Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall
Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
in the cold, dawn air
You must utter
A howl so desolate, it
Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on your pillow
And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss
And know what missing is
And hold me.
/your love is like a shadow
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Yesterday was a pretty fun day, ryan and I woke up at around 9.30am, bathed and left for Red Hill MRT. We decided to have our lunch at the Red Hill market before heading off to Simei.
After reaching Simei we made our way to the CC and met up with Nixon, we then proceeded into the hall and waited for our 2 other team members.
First game for us started at around 3pm. We took heads in the coin toss and won the coin toss. We decided to pick the heroes 1st and they choose the scourge team so this is what we got.
Heroes choosen in order
Sentinel (Team SiN)
Queen of Pain - Nicholas (Top)
Venomancer - Jordan (Bottom)
Warlord - Ryan (Middle)
Rogue Knight - Nixon (Bottom)
Vengeful Spirit - Wei Cheng (Top)
Scourge (Here For Fun)
Zeus (Middle)
Sand King (Bottom)
Earth Shaker (Top)
Enigma (Bottom)
Priestess of the Moon (Top)
In the end the matched lasted roughly 1 hour and 30 minutes omg -_-
Even though they had such a pathetic team our kills only won them by 1.
It was like 40+ to 40+ kills, stupid right.
We wanted to leave, but then they told us we had a 2nd match at 5pm.
We ate at the CC then proceeded back into the hall, only to find out that we could only play at 6pm zzz.
Our next opponents were Team XtC. We choose heads again in the toin coss and we won it yet again. We choose heroes first, but this team choose sentinel instead of scourge, so this was what happened.
Heroes choosen in order
Sentinel (Team XtC)
Queen of Pain (Bottom)
Warlord (Middle)
Rogue Knight (Top/Keeps Changing Lanes)
Pugna (Top)
Vengeful Spirit (Keeps Changing Lanes)
Scourge (Team SiN)
Shadow Fiend - Ryan (Middle)
Zeus - Nicholas (Bottom)
Sand King - Nixon (Top)
Earth Shaker - Jordan (Top/Swapped To Bottom)
Venomancer - Wei Cheng (Bottom/Swapped To Top)
Okay this match sucked. End score Sentinel 30 Scourge 3. They beat us by 10x our kills. Okay enough about kills, this match ended in 40 minutes. Pugna had Dagger of Escape at level 7. Queen of Pain had Eye of Skadi and Perserverence at 30 minutes into the game. This game was so screwed it couldn't get any worse. Nicholas being the biggest winner here, 0-14. No one will ever know how that happened -_-
So after that pathetic game we went out, I switched on my handphone and Su-Lyn called!
Blah blah blah long story short, we decided to go play pool at Kim Seng Plaza, opposite Great World City. We headed for GWC first, I met up with Su-Lyn and Meera, chatted abit then met back up with Nicholas and Nixon, Wei Cheng went home first, Ryan went off with her.
In the end, Nicholas, Nixon and I were the only ones playing pool at Kim Seng. Nixon left after 2 games, Nicholas wanted to play 2 more games with me. He should have never even won 1 game, but I made tonnes of mistakes ugh -_- so after 2 games the score was 1 - 1 tied, he then asked for 1 more game, and not wanting to leave it tied I just agreed.
HAHAHA won the last game then headed home, Nicholas suggested we took a cab, so yeah we did.
Well what I did when I reached home wouldn't be interesting to any of you, so yeah I guess that's it for today (:
Team SiN ftw~
/your love is like a shadow
Friday, June 22, 2007
Had fun today with Tian Yi, Hillary, Shawn and Ivan!
We were supposed to meet @ orchard MRT around 6pm. But I was late, as usual HAHAHA, Hillary and Ivan were a litte late too. So anyways, after meeting up we took this LONG walk all the way from Wisma Atria to Cineleisure, omg -_-.
Hillary and Shawn had their "dinner" at Kobayashi (don't care if I got the name wrong, should be right though) while the rest of us watched. Hillary was playing around with his fried tofu -_- HAHAHAHAHA.
We then headed to Cheers to get some chips for the movie, which we smuggled into the cinema through means of using Tian Yi and Ivan's bags HAHAHAHAHA :/ ok I should stop laughing like that.
Ocean's 13 was a nice movie, half way during the movie my piano teacher called, she said she wanted to see me for awhile and she was at PS (Plaza Singapura) after the movie I called her and amazingly she was already at Cineleisure. I met up with her at Pastamania, then went off with the rest of them. We didn't know what to do or where to go, so all of us headed for E Games.
It was a long walk from Cineleisure all the way down to Park Lane. 5 minutes after we reached, I bumped into Krister and Marcus, they didn't wanna play as there were not enough people so they went home first. The bunch of us didn't know what to do, so in the end we all decided on heading home for some ET!
Earlier on in the afternoon we received confirmation of our DotA Tournament timing for tomorrow, every member of our DotA Team was informed except for Nixon, apparently his phone was off every single time we called -_-. Pray that we get through to him tomorrow.
DotA Competition Tomorrow @ 1.30pm Changi Simei CC.
Team SiN ftw~
That's it for today (:
Enemy Territory Quake Wars Open Beta is gonna be released tomorrow! WOO~
/your love is like a shadow
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Sheesh, slept at 5.30am, woke up at 12.30pm. No thanks to Ryan and his talking on the phone -_-.
Spent 2 hours updating my blog early this morning at around 2am, yet it still looks the same argh...gonna take away the FFX midi and replace it with imeem :D wahahaha.
Still have not confirmed my private o levels stuff for next year omg -_- err I really don't know what to do....
DotA Competition coming up this saturday! WOOHOO~ Team SiN FTW!
It's at Changi CC HAHAHAHA extremely far for us, and we don't even have the timing yet zzzz.
Ahh~ will blog tomorrow I hope.
Peace (:
/your love is like a shadow
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Omgosh, check out this pig's blog http://www.xanga.com/emptyheartsandsouls look at his pathetic tagboard.
Apparently, a loser named Wang Kin, cannot face up to the facts that even if Nixon is in his stupid pathetic excuse of a Clan. Fact remains that you, stupid honky (by now you should realise I don't really care how you spell that stupid word), will never be able to beat me or ryan in any DotA game, you can ask for a 1v1 or a 5v5 bring Nixon or whoever you think is "PRO". We will know who is noob and who is not after the match now won't we.
I'll be waiting, fag face (:
NOTE: Anyone that wants attention badly just leave him an insult or two and tonnes will come flying back at ya (: (tonnes which make no sense at all)
PS. You would have to wait quite awhile for those insults as they need hours to think of them, yet when they do think of them....you can go see the outcome for yourself. (don't laugh, I know they're stupid, but don't laugh at stupid people ok?)
/your love is like a shadow
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Yesterday, some time at night, a pathetic wannabe but obviously will-never-be "ah beng" called my on my mobile and started bitching about how I APPARENTLY "IMPERSONATED" someone and flamed eugene's tagboard.
WOAHHHHH scary. It's just some insults on a tagboard gee get on with your life you sad pathetic fools.
ANYWAYS, if any of you FAGS are reading this, you guys are welcomed to do anything you want (:
Because frankly, I don't give a shit. There is nothing any of you can do to "harm" me or piss me off in any way. Good luck trying :D
CHEERS~
PS. There is so much more bull shit that I didn't add so yeah. PM me for full details (:
/your love is like a shadow