where tears don't fall

2010-05-27T13:43:00.000+08:00

Blame it on the Pop

look into your heart and you'll find love

Apologies to all for not updating at all, been pretty busy with work and studies, not to mention training for the upcoming Search & Destroy Black Shot competition @ Bugis, Iluma this Sunday, 30/05/2010.

Competition is from 9am-9pm, do come down and support us if you are free (:

Details on event are here.

Currently still training for the biggest competition of the year, the World Cyber Games, Singapore, 1st qualifiers are this June 11-13.

Till next time guys and girls (:

2010-05-02T06:16:00.000+08:00

Try.

you..

& I've seen this mistake once before...

2010-04-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

Memories

airplanes

Recently, I've been hearing many people complain about their lives.

What's there to complain really, that the decision you made before was the wrong one?

If you actually go and think about it, whatever state you're currently in is because of your actions in the past.

Yes you might be happy and in love NOW, but no one really knows what's going to happen later right?

But I guess that's all part of growing up, experiencing all those heartbreaks because at that point of time you think that he/she was the right one.

Well, if you're smart, take that chance, give that person a chance to prove it, if you realise they are not the one, don't wait. JUST THROW :P

Heartless yes, save you time yes, time or heart, your choice :D

Vincent 'Sake' Chheang is rushing me to do any random thing with him, he's dying or boredom and can't wait to listen to my latest blog BGM :P

Serene 'Jarebellyxzxz' Chang can't stop laughing at "BRA DIRT"

& last but not least, Benny 'Ben[M]' Idon'tknowhissurnameLOL bids farewell to all his friends, all of LN and his girlfriend. DB this time will be a maximum of 40 days for him, we will know the verdict soon.

CHINGCHANGCHONG :P

2010-04-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

P H E N O M

shots! ♥

You know the difference between a Man and a Boy?

A Man is mature, has responsibilities, is able to differentiate right from wrong, is mature about things.

A Boy on the other hand, well, just check out the tagboard, you'll find a half-assed kid over there that obviously fails so terribly at English he can't even spell his own name.

On the other hand, hey, I'm living life, he's sucking balls for peanuts! CHINGCHING v^^v

We're going to PLAYERS this Friday!

Denise mei mei is working and we decided to party there for the night! DID I HEAR SOMEONE SAY BEER PONG!?! :D

Dice, Cards & DARTS!

Good luck to everyone having their MYEs next month! I know I need the luck, so if you don't GIVE IT TO ME :P

*serene jarebelly chang! you veli busy now leh HAHAHA last time complain bored, now sure complain too busy right!*

2010-04-13T18:28:00.005+08:00

Dead & Gone

it's really a very simple plan.

Sometimes I wish we never fell out.

Sometimes I wish we could always be friends.

Sometimes I wish nothing changed between us.

Sometimes we just need to say it in a song.

@carolannteo (:

2010-04-07T00:53:00.002+08:00

U, G, L, Y

you ain't got no alibi

Today was a little twisted. Timetable said I had classes at 11am, but when I got there they said they changed the timetable and the one I received only a week back was outdated for eons -_-

So I headed over to the library and continued reading Stephen King's, Cell. (Serene thought they were plant and animal cells HAHAHAHA)

To my dismay, there was still practical at 3. I returned at 2.30, awesome teacher arrived at 3.30 I swear I'm gonna come late next time, but still I think he'll beat me to it -_-

Anyways I have to thank Serene for getting my lazy ass to blog, if no one bugged I wouldn't have bothered LOL.

Serene Jarebelle Chang! You will forever be my bimbo taoeh ^^v ♥

2010-03-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

This is the story of a girl

who cried a river and drowned the whole world

How many days in a year, she woke up with hope but she only found tears? He can be so insincere, making promises never for real.

As long as she stands there waiting, wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes, how many days disappear?

"You look in the mirror, so how do you choose?"

Work was fun I guess, but super hectic.

It was the wedding of Jeferson and Ernesta yesterday. So many Mediacorp Artistes were there, apparently Ernesta works at Mediacorp -.-

Anyways I'll skip all details and get to the ending. I took home something cool <:

2010-03-21T18:51:00.001+08:00

i R e c k o n

chingching ♥

Grand Final Results

Omg it's been awhile since I last blogged.

The Colosseum Grand Finals was a killer, all of us were dead beat by the end of the day. More mentally than physically, which was like worse than being physically tired -.-

Clubbing was the usual, drink drunk drama HAHAHA!

I woke up with a flu and sore throat ):

No mood for gaming today, just want peace and quiet :D

2010-03-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

BlackShot Grand Finale Brackets

Will continue blogging usual stuff soon (:

Good luck to all 16 finalists (:

2010-03-10T02:13:00.001+08:00

"Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you...this person is your soulmate, your best friend...don't ever let them go."

2010-03-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

The longest mile I’ll walk with you, if your sky falls I’ll pull you through ♥

2010-03-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

And I could be the one you never want to leave ♥

2010-03-03T15:26:00.000+08:00

But I know, we'll always be friends, nothing more, nothing less, and that's what kills me.

2010-03-02T14:50:00.004+08:00

Y O U

♥

Hey, hey, hey, hey!

Okay, wow, where do I start. Sorry for not blogging on Wednesday like I said I would. Got caught up with stuff. The best part about it all, I forgot everything that happened so can't really blog about that now can I HAHAHAHA :x

I promise to update more often in the future, and for those of you that noticed I haven't twitted for..ever (LOL) sorry about that too : /

Was supposed to go over to Sherman's for Poker, guess I haven't been hanging out much with the team. Soon, soon I will win all your money at Poker MUAHAHAHAHA!

ORD-ing in less than 2 weeks, I feel so lost D:
Help ):

Below is a video of how the WCG Grand Finals are like, enjoy (:

my head is spinning 'cause of you

2010-02-10T15:41:00.002+08:00

K U N G F U

Hold'em

Been meeting the guys daily recently, dinner, movie, training. All sorts of random things.

I have today to prepare a gift for Valentines. So totally not enough time, thanks to my procrastination skillzxzx.

It's sad, how I need to book in tomorrow before first parade, sigh. Well at least I just need to endure for another month before I scream O.R.D!

Things aside, I feel as if we're deproving alot in BlackShot. Hmm, things need to be done, actions need to be taken.

For a 110% assurance, I can guarantee we'll get 1st for 2011's WCG HAHAHAHAHA :s

Too bad WCG is closing down, well maybe they would change their minds, hopefully.

Need to head to Vivo later to get some extra stuff, and I totally have a letter to write. Argh headache. See you guys around, like after the 17th.

stars

2010-02-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

L A I D E

suppose.

I'm feel so terrible for being making Carol and Felicia wait 2 hours yesterday outside Colosseum like 2 emo bitches HAHAHA :x

SORRY D:

Ate dinner at Manhattan Fish Market yesterday, yeah it was around 9 plus 10 but we haven't had dinner so yes 9 plus 10 is still considered dinner for us!

Carol was sitting at the kids table (LOL, yes she was at MFM too). We had lobster, fish and chips, and so much more I can't effing remember ):

The sad thing about yesterday was that Sherman lost his bluetooth earpiece at the end of the day. We went back into Iluma to help him search but to no avail (like duh).

ANYWAYS, past aside, TODAY, we're gonna go catch a movie later, 14 Blades! Will let you people know if the movie turned out awesome.

Back to BlackShot now! Baizxzx :D

PS: To all you fucken choobs that have nothing better to say, don't even bother tagging please. Else you'd end up like Brandon, or worse. :D

2010-02-05T11:41:00.005+08:00

R A V E

I miss tecktonik

Oh my gosh it's been like fucken forever since I last came here, so many gay memories I really do not wish to relive at all (eww -_-).

Firstly I would like to ~~apologize~~ as I delibrately did not include a music control bar, so yes LIVE WITH MY BEAT, DAMN YOUS A SEXY BITCH :P

I would like to congratulate myself for finally deciding to add a tagboard in after...many years!

Oh and for those of you that have changed links or want me to add your link in, just say the word!

Nothing further to add, the usual, hate camp, though gonna ORD still hate camp, MC ends next wed, sigh.

2NTM till 17th, miss valentines + CNY (SAF = FAIL)

I shall club soon, yes I will let you guys know, I know it's been 2 months, sorry!!

BlackShot!

Mini SD Compy Online.
http://forum.blackshotonline.com/thread.asp?qid=13921

"I would like to vote Khoo "RaquelaCamio" Yi Xuan as BlackShot Hotshot as he provides free Cum Shots!"

2009-05-25T11:45:00.006+08:00

Rise of the Elite

there can only be 1 champion

Firstly I would like to apologize for not blogging for all eternity.

Well now that I'm back, I'll try to blog whenever I'm free, which is never, HAHA okay just joking. Minimum once a fortnight okay!

I know only like 2% of people who read my blog will know this, but yeah, the World Cyber Games Qualifiers are coming June 5th to 7th @ SAFRA Game Haven.
We will be competing under CGC's(Cyber Gaming Club, not child guidance clinic, but still a retarded name by nature so yes don't tell me) name in the Black Shot Division, starting 5th of June.
Top 4 teams will be seeded into the WCG finals in July.

Do come down and support us if you're free! (:

On with life, Derek has a new girlfriend!
Cass from XtC's(Xtreme Chaotix) DotA all girls team!
Congratulations you tamil tiger!
Yes we all know she's 1 year older than you but still, who said age mattered in love in the first place?!

Even though XtC & CGC are rivals, we're still friends after the competition okay!

Don't hate us just because we have better sponsors, because I know some of you have been spreading that around.

Will do loads of pic uploading after the competition I hope, will get Daryl to be our camera man, heek heek heek *evil grin*

See you guys around! Peace.

2009-03-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Sorry

this is how I disappear

I mean every single piece of lyric in this song. But you know, like they say, you never cherish anything till it's gone hahaha...there are some things in life I guess we just have to learn the hard way, before we finally understand and learn from our mistakes.

But why had that hard thing in life, have to be this...

Maybe years down the road, we'll bump into each other, till then, I bid you farewell..

I will forget you, but remember the love and fun times we once shared..

2009-02-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

You

Thanks for hanging out last night. Really appreciate it.
I know you guys had alot of fun last night! Especially a certain someone!

There's so many things I wanna say but I guess I'd rather say it in person.

But about last night though, never again.

2009-02-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

Descending Horizon

So you sailed away;
Into a grey sky morning

Thinking about everything that's happened just makes me wanna stab myself.
If only I wasn't such an idiot I'd be the happiest guy on earth right now.
But what's done is done, I can't take it back, though I really want to.

No matter what, no matter when, this is my promise to you.
I will only love you, you and only you.
Not gonna do stupid things to hurt or upset you ever again.
Well basically I've told you many things over and over again.
I meant every single world, honestly.

I would fly you to the moon and back if you'd be my baby.

who knows what would happen when I'm in Taiwan, I'd be devastated if my worst nightmares came true..

You stole my world;
Now I'm just a phony

2009-02-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

Stars

guide me through the life I lost

Can't remember what exactly did I do on friday...pretty much lost the entire chunk of memory for that day, crap.

Saturday was rather interesting though. Well to cut the long story short we sorta went to multiple pubs to do the same damn thing! Drink -_- I don't get why they had to change pubs when they just do the same thing at both places, sheesh.

Oh well it's back to camp tonight, see you guys, whenever.

2009-01-28T13:35:00.002+08:00

BFMV

what the world will never take

Eesh. Just barely recovered from a high fever, still feeling a little here a little there.

So today's topic will be, is Low Kay Hwa a guy or a girl?! I can never figure that out, but since it's like love stories and all I place my bets on MALE! What say you guys eh?

Okay that being said I think I can finally close this topic discussion because I just found out that Low Kay Hwa is infact actually a guy that's currently studying at SP -_-

Woops. Sorry for being random but it was just lingering on my mind so yeah hahahaha =/

Anyhow, how much did all of you get for the Lunar New Year? I haven't counted mine but my brother got 4 digits -.-" so I'm guessing I should be around the same? At least I hope so =X

That being said. Brunei Brunei here I come, I hope it isn't as bad as they say it is but oh my god it's gonna be bad! Anyone for pirated VCD's? HAHAHAHA just kidding now, don't wanna get caught and screwed big time yeah :D

To end this post, I'll leave you guys with another topic to discuss on! What would you guys do for an entire day of fun, friends or girl/boyfriend.

See y'all!

2009-01-27T11:51:00.005+08:00

Shades of Red

above all the others
we'll fly

I only got 11 red packets so far this year D:
All my uncles, aunties and cousins are coming over soon, and I haven't even changed yet >_>
Okay I think I'll go change immediately after I post this.
Sadly I didn't take any pictures yesterday.
BECAUSE!
My mom forgot to charge her camera HAHAHA.
& some of you might have heard my cousin totalled mine :(

Well I hope all of you enjoy your Chinese New Years.
I'm sure someone really did.

When I'm with you, I'll make every second count cause I miss you, whenever you're not around.

Leaving for Brunei this friday. Will be back on 13th Feb. Touching down at 0725, SQ8991, Terminal 2!

'Cause I've got enough to help me
& I've got enough to help you
But you're one of a million stars

2009-01-25T04:00:00.005+08:00

this post is dedicated to J, you'll always be my baby

Empty

cause it was all yellow..

The pain is the love that we share; the love that was once so blissful is never going to be refreshed again.

The pain is that we are still so much in love, yet we have to let go now. Only someone who had experienced this before will understand.

You smile, that smile that always melts my heart.

I disappeared from your life, while you will live in my mind endlessly. Because if both of us are to cry, I want to be the one who cries louder, I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover. I want to absorb all the sadness from you. Why don’t I disappear instead, so that you will find another superman who loves you truly?

The utmost pain in this world is not that you broke up with me: It is remembering the love that we once shared, yet there is no likelihood to revive this love once again.

I don’t remember the tears; I only remember the pain.

2009-01-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

Vivo

zhiguang. says:
please lar
zhiguang. says:
change ur bloody pic

LOL zhiguang -_-

I seriously don't know what's going on.

Just cause your friends hate me, doesn't mean you have to follow the crowd.

They don't even know me, how can they judge me.

2009-01-23T19:10:00.003+08:00

1st Guards Battalion

Guards Vertical Marathon '09 ;Above The Ground, Beneath The Sky

We had our Vertical Marathon yesterday, 8minutes to clear 22 floors @ CMPB Building. I took somewhere between 6 to 7 minutes, I can't remember exactly what they told me when I got up there, was all light headed >_>

CNY celebration today! The buffet was so much better than the skids and all. Cause basically they were just all singing like a bunchh of retards, I'm serious.

Combat Skirmish is so gonna be fun as hell! I can't wait for tomorrow!

Oh and we're having our block leave from today till the 30th. We'll be flying off to Brunei at 0200hrs sharp on 31st January 2009. Meeting at Changi Airport Terminal 2 at 2200hrs on the 30th. Don't be late guys, or like CO(commanding officer) said, you're fucked(I summarised his long speech).

So to finally close the topic on "weird is unique?" I just have to say, I totally agree that weird is unique, in a sense. Abnormality comes in various catergories. Just be sure to end up in the unique ones yes? Don't be like Sheng Wei, do/say so many stupid things, making everyone tease him all the time. Here's one example, "Jordan, can you introduce your ex girlfriends to me or not ah?" BOOM, you're dead before you even know it! Or things like, "I think that ah, smoking is rather cool leh!" then why don't you do it!

why

2009-01-18T12:33:00.004+08:00

To Forget You
those memories are just inevitable

Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when you decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that you once heard, a novel I once read and a movie we once watched.

...& how can you not care..

2009-01-10T08:17:00.003+08:00

Insomnia

Your Nymphetamine

Well I guess you'll be enjoying your valentines day this year huh.

They say if you love someone, set them free.

I find that total bull, but what the heck, there's nothing I can do now is there.

Have a joyous and great life ahead then.

On another note, Jovi will be celebrating his 19th birthday today at Coasta Sands DTE. Lincoln suggested strip poker and we all just stared at him thinking "gay gay gay gay gay" HAHAHA!

You know what I like about birthday parties, you can go with a bottle of liquor as the birthday gift :D NO THINKING REQUIRED! HOW GREAT!

& what I once have, I now had.

2008-12-31T01:51:00.006+08:00

Ravens

Destined To Reign

Well well, I'm posting again, who would have thought. Things are starting to brighten up here and there. Have got alot of stuff planned out for the next few years. Definitely some ways to put extra cash into the pockets!

Still trying to find time to continue taking my license and some more other important stuff. The army really eats up every single damn second of your life. No kidding.

After much brainstorming I finally remembered my HaloScan password so I needn't go through the trouble of integrating a new HaloScan into my ancient blogger template which seems to be non compatible with alot of the new shit on blogger nowadays!

Now Cheryl, you can't bitch about how I don't update because I just did! Hoping to see that face we both agreed to make later on at Cartel! We should exchange pictures of it while we're at it. At least my blog wouldn't be all words then HAHAHA!

Note to self. Charmaine is scary when you text her. There are few people that actually sound/behave alike in real life and when you read their texts, and Charmaine is not one of them! Like she got split personality all ~.~ (don't kill me if you chance upon this)

HSR/

2008-10-23T22:52:00.007+08:00

Reincarnation

Forget my past;

Remember my sins

Oh yes it's true, the revival of my blogspot! I know it must sound very lame and all but yeah, deal with it?

Anyways a bunch of us are heading down to Haji Lane this coming saturday for shisha at about 5 in the afternoon, anyone wanna join? Haha. After that it's Zouk at 9! Well Phuture to be precise.

Army has been boring, as usual. Nothing interesting has happened as of yet.

Oh and incase any new readers here don't know, I'm not really into pictures, but if you want me to put it differently, well, I don't have a camera ;)

Well take care for now guys and girls! Oh and enjoy this red button :D

Peace,

2007-11-19T04:25:00.000+08:00

Moved!

finally made my move from blogspot to livejournal.

Catch me here when I go live!

2007-11-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

Everything Revolves Around You

Yesterday was pretty fun, went out around 1pm, met up with some friends, stoned around, went to Starbucks, stoned around some more, then headed for Cyber Dome, had a few games of DotA then left for home.

On the way home, Xin Wei called and after everything was said and done, I found myself on my way down to Funan IT Mall. Met up with Ivan, James and Xin Wei, got into his 'bang van'(LOL) then made our way down to Cineleisure, there were so many people there, and surprisingly we knew like at least 1 out of every 12 people there. We finally decided on what to do, watch a movie, Stardust, the movie was at 12.10am and we had like 3 hours to kill. James suggested some gaming fun at e2Max on the 9th level.

When we arrived at e2Max, they started looking around, finally stopped and started watching people play some Wii and 360 haha. So then I was so eager and desperate for some DotA action, made a bet with Rayner, 1v1 DotA 6.49b, either to killing spree or the 3rd tower, loser punch, side bet 100 SGD. While walking to the counter, he ran off -_- got James(his brother) to play with me instead, no side bet, but yeah loser punch.

Don't need to elaborate on the match, obviously I thrashed his sorry ass, like duh? So then we made our way to the cinema, the movie was frickin' awesome I tell you, anyone and everyone should watch it. So then we went out of Cineleisure and started stoning outside Cheers, they were like doing nothing so like after 40 minutes of time wasting I decided to join my brother and his friends at East Coast Park, cabbed down and stoned there until 7am when I finally cabbed home.

Hit the sheets after a quick shower and dozed off in an instant. Awesome.

Really tired today, everyone asking me out like so last minute, Jie Ying called, told me to come down to Plush NOW, apparently she's already there -_-.

Pfft, have a great weekends guys, don't forget about the upcoming parties!

St James Power Station, November 24
Vechio Nuovo, 8pm-4am
S$16 per ticket, S$25 per guest list

Plush, December 20 *underage party*
Mardi Gras the Masquerade before Christmas, 10pm-5am
S$18 per ticket

Contact me for more details :]

Jordan
91914862
msn;xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

2007-11-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

Oomph! @ Plush

Hohoho, found the little little little time to blog!

SO. Since I have this little time to blog, I shall talk about my night at Plush last Friday. Met Jie Ying, Sean, Jack and birthday girl Xue Ting at the hotel room at Amara Hotel itself, then headed down to DXO. The girls went in to 'kanna' the free flow, Sean disappeared to Mcdonalds cause his friends opened a bottle there(wtf?). Jack and I headed to Via Mar @ Esplanade to slack and stuff, we talked about alot of stuff over a Blue Lagoon.

When we finally left, I called Jie Ying and she told me they were already at Plush(wtf?!). So before cabbing down to Plush, I took 15 of my buddies. About 30 minutes later inside Plush I took 5 more of my buddies, then like more than an hour later we hit the dance floor, was drinking a little here and there, after 10 minutes of dancing I couldn't take it anymore so I decided to go out for some fresh air. Long story short, we ended up eating omelette and stuff(which I so felt puking over), then Jack cabbed me back to the hotel room.

Blah blah blah, blah blah blah, Jack was hungry, so was I(didn't actually touch any food just now, half an omelette -_-), called Mcdonalds, fell asleep. Woke up, Mcdonalds lying beside me. WOO!

Then Jack told me this awesome story.

Apparently, according to him, he went down to collect the food, then came up, called my hand phone, found out that it was on silent, started banging the door like some raving lunatic(I was dead asleep), couldn't wake me up, went down to the reception, got someone up there, opened the door, asked if I was okay, TA DA! & that is how the cookie crumbles. LOL! Well this entire part of my life was complete darkness for me, what seemed like 1 minute to me was actually more than an hour to him, WOW! ♥ my buddies, they spin me right round baby right round WOOOOOO~

Okay so at about 4+am in the frickin' morning, Jie Ying, Xue Ting and Sean came back to the room! Sean said hi, I said hi, fell right back into a deep sleep. WHAM! Got slapped on the face by Xue Ting, apparently all changed and lying down beside me smiling like some barbie doll. WHAT THE FUCK I yelled(lol). Then almost instantly, went back to sleep. WHAM! No it wasn't the slap, it was Jie Ying. She leaped onto me but no, didn't slap me, RAMMED her knee into my *ahem* making me shoot up faster than anything in the world. Yes you guessed it, WHAT THE FUCK I yelled again(rofl). I really don't know what's wrong with these 2 girls, but yeah....so anyways I was practically being slapped all night long by Xue Ting for god knows why.

So then everything went quiet, everyone was asleep. Sean and I started singing to tunes from his guitar and songs I was playing on my phone. We kept taking breathers in the middle of the whole thing from start till end, got locked out at the hotel staircase one time and had to call the staff to 'set us free'. Silly us, didn't notice that the door could only be opened from one side -_-. Anyways Sean managed to get some sleep afterwards then like at about 7-8am or something we went to buy breakfast for the rest of them, OH YEAH and Alvin came to join us halfway in the morning, apparently he's Xue Ting's friend. SCANDAL. So yeah we then got back, ate up, slacked somemore blah blah blah more crap, left the hotel at 2.15pm, got lunch, went our seperate ways. I however had to go all the way down to Toa Payoh to complete our final year project, which we still have not completed until now.

OKAY THAT WAS IT FOR PLUSH. UGH, sorry about the horrid post, it's late and I'm really tired, can't really bother to type out the details, I'd die typing.

NEXT.

So our time has finally came, gonna head down to Jack Neo's office for an audition this friday, beatrice, melissa and my brother ryan are coming as well!

THE END, parties up next!

St James Power Station, 24th November 2007
Vechio Nuovo, post exam party for all
Tickets going for S$16, guest lists going for S$25

Mixed age Mardi Gras party details below.

Well you can either call those numbers stated on the poster or just contact me.

Jordan
91914862
msn;xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

2007-11-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

ARGH! Too lazy/busy to blog today, BUT I promise to blog after audition this friday :D

Till then!

xoxo,
Jordan :D

2007-10-31T17:11:00.000+08:00

One Life, Live It

Things in school have pretty much died down a little, today just after 15 minutes of entering class, Zhen Yu just had to shove my hand away, and in the process cutting my knuckle, yes it bled. I wonder why all these stupid pointless things happen to me hmm.

Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
whatever
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
i go and barf
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
bath*
Bad dream - I wish i didnt sleep. says:
xP

To finish this short, but intriguing post, I'll be talking about the hottest party of the year, yes it's coming soon, it's Mardi Gras at Plush. I've just recently gotten an update, tickets are selling as of now. Priced at S$18, this hot event will be on the 20th of December 2007, 6pm-3am. For more information, you can find my contact details below.

HOT PARTIES
*club rules apply; 18 years and above.*
*for Vechio Nuovo, get someone elses id if you are underage, I can get a maximum of 3-6 id's for girls, no problem for guys, we have tonnes*
*all ticket prices negotiable*

*Vechio Nuovo; slack id checks*
Event:
Vechio Nuovo at ST. James Power Station
Date:
24th November 2007
Guest lists/Tickets:
S$25/S$16
Location:
3 Sentosa Gateway
Contact:
62707676
Website:
http://www.stjamespowerstation.com/
Opening Hours:
8pm to 4am (Wed - Sat)

*Mardi Gras; MIXED AGE PARTY, 16 and above*
*Mardi Gras; media involved*
Event:
Mardi Gras at Plush
Date:
20th December 2007
Tickets:
S$18
Location:
5 Magazine Road, Central mall #01-02/03
Contact:
6535 3030
Website:
http://www.plushclub.sg
Opening Hours:
6pm-3am (Tues & Thurs)6pm-5am (Wed, Fri & Sat)

Contact me:
Jordan
91914862
MSN;xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

Check back frequently for updates~

2007-10-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

Tears

I don't know what her problem is, but Lynette cannot seem to stop harassing me. Just recently some weirdo with the e-mail address Xiphius.white@hotmail.com added me on MSN. Like who the fuck else can it be, Lynette, DUH. No one else would use my W3X IGN as some hotmail address and add of all people, me. I don't know what the fuck she's up to but this bitch just has to die. She's my ex girlfriend btw. & no the song that's playing is not for this pathetic lifeless whore.

Major headache in school. Tonnes of crap to clear up, so little time.

Too lazy to blog about anything else. Nothing fun or exciting happened today anyways.

Oh and congrats to Cherine for getting over and done with all her homework :]

2007-10-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

Why

I found out from Ivan 2 days ago that he only had 3 more years to live, due to some growth around the lower end of his spinal chord. That sucks man, that really does, well party it up, you only go around once.

Heading down to Zouk next friday for Xue Ting's 18th birthday, we're gonna party the night away girl! Haha finally 18 eh? Everyone and anyone is invited to tag along, unless you're an anti social retard. OR if you're some spastic self-centered bitch(we all know who it is). BUT I know she'll be going, so pfft, fuck that.

Moving on to school, school's such a drag, they do things so slowly, it's like we pay them just so they'd give us something to do for the entire day. More like a childcare center. 1 more month of this torture and I'll be done with it all. I just have to hang in there.

Upcoming HOT parties

Party at St. James Power Station on November 24. Guest lists priced at S$25, tickets priced at S$18, prices are negotiable, depends on who wants them. Slack ID checks so yeah underage peeps can enter too.

Mardi Gras party involving the media being held at Plush some time this coming December. Will leave the details here when I get them.

Contact me for more information

MSN; xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

HP; 91914862

All we need is
You & Me

2007-10-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

The Dark Side

I will make this work

Halloween is coming soon, private halloween party tomorrow, and tonnes of other halloween events this saturday.

I finally removed my braces yesterday. Felt a perfect straight set of teeth for the 1st time in my 18 years on earth. What's bugging me is the wisdom teeth removal surgery on the 13th of november. Surgery under general anaesthesia, removing 4 wisdom teeth at once. Just the thought of it sends shivers down my spine.

I have got to get started on my migration to livejournal. But I've got no time to figure out the stuff going on there. Shit. I have to make time, I just have to.

So much is going on in my head right now, if only I had you to be with everyday, things would be so easy. So easy.

One day I'll find you

One day I'll ask you

& I'll pray you'll say yes

2007-10-22T11:21:00.000+08:00

Three Days Grace

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried

But I'm still caged inside

Somebody help me through this nightmare

Headed down to DXO last saturday with a few of my friends, Jie Ying and Sean came later on and joined in. It was hotter than hell on the dance floor, the ratio of guys to girls was really bad, like 6:1.

We left DXO at 4am and walked all the way to Peninsula Plaza, IRC, for some LAN gaming. Played 2 DotA matches and 30 minutes of CS, it all ended at about 7am? Kin Weng took the MRT home while Jin Sheng and I waited for the bus.

Reached home at about 7.45am, bathed, brushed my teeth, did the necessary things, then went to bed. Woke up the same day at 1pm, changed then rushed down to work.

Work yesterday was really tiring, nothing fun or exciting happened at work, as usual.

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time

Don't give me up

2007-10-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

Take Me Away

Just got home from a long frickin' day of school. Got work tomorrow, ugh, first days suck. Anyways, I checked my e-mail and decided to have some fun with this counter strike crap on facebook. I was bored, didn't know who to attack, didn't wanna randomly attack, so......

Ryan didn't stand a chance. Good Shot.

I killed my brother. HAHAHA.

We were doing Web Conferencing in school today, they were playing around with the web cams and took tonnes of videos. Rayson was being retarded, as usual, laughing at his iPod Video. Apparently he's watching some hong kong variety show thingy. No one knew why he needed to laugh that hard though.

VJ Colby and Denise Keller will be heading down to Plush(Velvet Dragon, Club Momo) tomorrow. Colby is leaving Singapore for good, for god knows where. Denise Keller will be heading an evil plan from 12:30am - 1am. Guest lists available. Availability is until the club's max capacity.

Recently started working for Samsonite as a promoter, Centerpoint, Robinsons branch. Work schedule can be found on the side bar. After work on saturday a few of us will be heading down to DXO for some underage party thingy. Hopefully it'd be fun.

kanika says: CHICKEN PUPPIES

Well that's all for today, gonna go kill more people on facebook later on :]

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you

2007-10-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

Asphyxiated

Hmm, my dog is just lying down quietly beside me now as I'm blogging. She never ever does this, is something wrong? Nah, she's just being weird again that's all.

It's been awhile since I blogged, not that I don't want to, more like I don't know what to blog about, so many things have been happening and I'm not quite sure what I should or should not say. Currently listening to every single Westlife album. Why? I do not know.

Well I've been playing some computer games with my brother recently, and I must say, I have the most fun with him. It's like we're in a totally different world when we play together you know, like we go wild, and nothing else matters in this world.

But no matter what I do, I can never get the image and thought of her out of my head :]

My brother isn't only a brother to me, he's also like my best friend. I know I can count on him, we used to fight alot when we were young, but now, even though we do fight at times, it would be because of something stupid either of us did in games or something, or if we turn our volume up too loud. He's the best gaming buddy anyone can ever have, he's the best friend anyone can ever have.

He's my brother.

Team SiN for the WiN~

p.s. Cherine said I should be a girl ):

2007-10-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

Another Day At Home

After helping out around here and there, I finally got back onto MSN and had one of the funniest, typo-filled conversations with Cherine.

this was like the first part
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahahaha!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
KANASIA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
KANASAI
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL

shortly after
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: TYPO GODNESS SIOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: is goddness or what?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: SHIT
Jordan)SiN says: GODNESS?
Jordan)SiN says: LOl
Jordan)SiN says: AGAIN
then I screwed myself
Jordan)SiN says: AJAHAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: LOL

Jordan)SiN says: OMG CHERINE
Jordan)SiN says: LOOOOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: aj ah?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHA

a few minutes later
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
bloddy hell
Jordan)SiN says:
ORH HOR
Jordan)SiN says:
TYPO!
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
bloody
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:

hahahaha
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
blardy

and when I started nudging her

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
OMOKOKOKOKOKKO

and after I told her I was gonna blog the above sentence

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
BITCH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:

SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY TYPED BUTCH?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
then I backspaced.
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA

and another few minutes later

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
no you spelling everything like meeee
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahaha
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
now*
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT LAH FUCK
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA

and again

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot say:
I come and nonsesse everyday one lah siarl
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAA
Jordan)SiN says:
:/
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
and I KNOW I spelt that wrong
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA

and again
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
no im suppose to go out.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
shopping.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
but im too lazt.
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
shopsta
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
lazY
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot say:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
OMG
Jordan)SiN says:
AGAIN
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
whaaaaat
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
gross
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
imma gangsta k.
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
Jordan)SiN says:
AIGHT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
don't play shit wit ME
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA

I didn't see this typo, she busted herself
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT ME K.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHA.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WIT WIT
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
talents and wits, cherine has got lots.
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
TALENTS SIAL
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHA

later on in the conversation
Jordan)SiN says:
-plays twilight zone theme-
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
Now alr HOME ALONE 4 la
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
hahahaha
Jordan)SiN says:
nee nee nee nee nee nee nee nee
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
wo wo wo wo?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
haha
Jordan)SiN says:
WHAT THE HELL
Jordan)SiN says:
i was typing out the twilight zone theme not actually saying 'you' in chinese
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
WHOOPS
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:

HAHAHAHA
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
the question mark was there FOR A REASON
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:

hahaha
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
"wo wo wo wo ?"
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHA
Jordan)SiN says:

DON'T TRY TO SAVE YOURSELF CHERINE
Jordan)SiN says:
HAHAHAHA

and yes, you guessed it, again
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
ASIW
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
SHIT
Jordan)SiN says:
ASIW?
Jordan)SiN says:
LOL
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
ASIDE
Jordan)SiN says:

LOL

and again
Jordan)SiN says:
cause you is the blindzxz
Jordan)SiN says:

HAHAH
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
I SAID OKAY ME IS THE BROKEN ENG K
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
NTH ESLE
Jordan)SiN says:

OKOK
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
OR IS IT ELSE?
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says:
HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:

HAHAHA
Jordan)SiN says:
LOOOL

Some funny shit.

More funny shit is happening at the moment but I think I'll end it like this.

Peace!

2007-10-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

The Great ~~Escape~~Mistake

she's the typo goddess ♥

she's the cheese popcorn lover ♥

she's the alter ego ♥

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: can you change your blogskin?!

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I'm gonna force you to use some gay blogskin

Jordan)SiN says: I COULDNT FIND ANY ONES I LIKE

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: like MINE

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: hahahahah!!!

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: did you see the blogskins I made?

Jordan)SiN says: I'll use any blog skin you give me!!!

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: gay right?

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I KNOW.

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: Hahahaha

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: really?

Jordan)SiN says: YES :D

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: You can have the honure of using mine

Jordan)SiN says: HAHA

Jordan)SiN says: HONURE

Jordan)SiN says: WRONG

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HONURE?! HAHAHA

Jordan)SiN says: DIE!

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHAHA

Jordan)SiN says: LOOOOL

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: I should be allowed to spell one wrong word everytime for my whole life.

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: And that will be

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HONURED.

she even does a typo when she laughs ♥

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: AHAHA.

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: HAHAHA*

cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: roll eye
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: walks away
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: fall down
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: sand up
cherine /subtlegoodbye.blogspot says: stand*

kanika says: we're going to japan at the end of the yr

kanika says: i was filling up the homestay form and i was like "health conditions" and my dad said "fat"

DotA Allstars~

Cassandra called yesterday to discuss about the upcoming DotA match we'll be having against them this coming friday. Not sure of the amount of matches we'll be playing though...really nervous about the upcoming match cause we'll be playing for money HAHA! & so far from a little chatting with Cass, I found out that she knew tonnes of Team Zenith people (OMGWTFBBQ). Well the bet is S$250 minimum per match. The amount isn't confirmed yet, but we'll just have to see...if all goes well we'll accept the challenge.

the following isn't related to the above

Upcoming competition @ Cyber Dome, trying our best to organise and fix a team, it's getting very complicated. Will update when I get more details.

2007-10-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

Check out the latest solo by A7X (Avenged Sevenfold) on the right, under Now Playing.

Not sure if the album is out yet or not, but yeah just check it out

Avenged Sevenfold, A7X - Almost Easy

& here are the lyrics:

GO!

I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid, I’m stuck in my ways
And that’s the way it stay-ay-ays
So how long did I expect love to out weigh ignorance
Now that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I’m not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I’ve done to you
It’s hard to face, but the fact remains that
This is nothing new

I let you down inside with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(You learnt your lesson)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(It’s still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Now that I’ve lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I try to hold on as you slowly slip away
I’m losing the fight.
Treated you so wrong, now let me make it right
(Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not – not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(It’s still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

2007-10-04T04:54:00.000+08:00

♥ the alter ego
♥ sugarcult
♥ the used

your popcorn /♥, my cheese ♥ ™

this is oh-so sweet ♥

2007-09-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

The closing song in japanese for the latest Bleach Movie.
Really touching movie, so sad...oh-so sad.....

"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colours.
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn.
As I looked at the road I've travelled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days all alone.
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

2007-09-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

LOL HAHAHAH CHECK OUT THIS SHIT.
This is what kanika said to me on msn.

kanika says:
all kinds of fuckin insects in my room
kanika says:
THINK WAD
kanika says:
YOU CAN JUST COME IN
kanika says:
TO MY ROOM
kanika says:
LITTLE FUCKERS
kanika says:
HOW YOU LIKE THAT MR I'M SO COOL COS IM A FLYING COCKROACH
kanika says:
A LITTLE OXFORD ADVANCED LEARNERS DICTIONARY FOR YOU?
kanika says:
HUH
kanika says:
HUHHHHHHHH
kanika says:
FUCK SIA
kanika says:
NOW I SAW A LADYBUG
kanika says:
AND A MOTH
kanika says:
FUCK ALL OF YOU
kanika says:
FUCK YOU BITCHES FUCK YOU
kanika says:
i slid the dictionary over a bit
kanika says:
it sounded crunchy
kanika says:
I REFUSE TO LIFT IT UP
kanika says:
OK
kanika says:
ANOTHER FUCKIN INSECT LANDED ON MY COM SCREEN
kanika says:
I DONT HTINK I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT
kanika says:
SOME FUGLY FUCK
kanika says:
I DONT KNOW
kanika says:
A BUG
kanika says:
FINE
kanika says:
YOU JUST FIND MY PLIGHT AMUSING
kanika says:
GOODNIGHT TO YOU SIR
kanika says:
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ONE DAY
kanika says:
WHEN A FLYING COCKROACH AND OTHER FUCKS FLY INTO YOUR ROOM WHILE DOING YOUR ESSAY AT MIDNIGHT
kanika says:
HO HO
kanika says:
IM THE CIRCYS
kanika says:
JLKFAJLKJ
kanika says:
BYE

HAHAHAHAHA I think that's more than enough for this post HAHAHAHA.

2007-09-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

So much shit happened today I cbf writing about it.

The only fun I had today was playing audition sea with this twiggy piggy HAHAHA.
The twiggy piggy asked me to audition with her all of a sudden, so I figured since I was bored and had nothing better to do, why not play with the twig. *evil grin*

The twig pig called me an ass )x

That's it for another sad rainy day x]

2007-09-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

If you trust me, take my hand...

Forget about it, if you don't wanna be in love it's all cool. I knew that from the start, thought I'd be the one to change it all, but I was wrong, so very wrong. If only you really meant every single word in the song "wait for you" haha...

I'm not blaming you, it wasn't your fault. As for being friends, I'll be yours if you'll be mine, closeness of friendship is up to you, ~~but I can't avoid the fact that I love you~~...

&I'll take you to a place where angels fall

2007-09-07T13:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I try not to hate myself for all the things I never said, when you were here.

Never explain yourself to anyone, the person that likes you doesn't need it, and the person that dislikes you won't believe it.

Love isn't a game, you don't just lead someone on then run off like that, no one will blame you, it just shows what kinda person you are, but hey sure, who am I to judge right.

Life is a game, play it right and you will get everything and anything you want and more.

Leaving note, this isn't aimed at anyone, but if you done it before then, fuck you.

2007-08-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

The first day working at the Comex Exhibition at the Suntec Convention Hall was already really tiring and I'd say, rather crowded. Anyways I'm working under Challenger, selling Linkysys products at the Linksys booth on the 6th floor, middle entrance to the left a little. Come down if any of you guys have time yeah? :D

I love talking, I simply LOVE talking, talking to all the customers make me happy! That's one way you can stop yourself from being emo. (: Do something that makes you happy! Immediately after I reached home I started emoing again HAHAHAHA. Can't wait for tomorrow, or rather later on in the afternoon, or, whatever -_-.

PLEASE. UNDERSTAND ME. PLEASE.

so long, and goodbye

2007-08-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

Razer Fans! Check out the latest installment from Razer, the Razer Lachesis™

Overview

Lachesis Muta Muta
Function: Noun
Pronounciation: /'lak-e-ses 'mu-ta 'mu-ta/
a: The largest pit viper in the world
b: Latin. Bringer of silent death

Equipped with the revolutionary 4000dpi Razer Precision 3G Laser™ sensor, the Razer Lachesis™ gaming mouse takes on the same lethal traits as its namesake that will send shivers down your enemies’ spines. Add 32KB of onboard memory, nine programmable Hyperesponse™ buttons, as well as an impressive 1000Hz Ultrapolling™ with 1ms response time, and you’ve got a formidable weapon in your arsenal of destruction. Victory beckons – move in for the kill.

4000dpi Razer Precision 3G Laser™ sensor
The Razer Lachesis ™ reigns supreme with a true 4000dpi 3G Laser™ sensor, which enables movement speeds of 5 times that of a standard 800dpi optical sensor.

32KB Razer Synapse™ onboard memory
With a 32KB onboard memory, you can store up to five unique gaming profiles.

Nine independently programmable Hyperesponse™ buttons
The Razer Lachesis™ allows programming of button functions while Razer’s Hyperesponse™ technology reduces latency for optimum gameplay.

Technical Specifications

4000dpi Razer Precision 3G Laser™ sensor

32KB Razer Synapse™ onboard memory

Nine independently programmable Hyperesponse™ buttons

1000Hz Ultrapolling / 1ms response time

On-The-Fly Sensitivity™ adjustment

Variable true dpi setting adjustments in increments of 125dpi

Always-On™ mode

Ultra-large non-slip buttons

16-bit ultra-wide data path

60-100 inches per second*

Ambidextrous design

Scroll wheel with 24 individual click positions

Zero-acoustic Ultraslick™ Teflon feet

Gold-plated USB connector

Seven-foot, lightweight, non-tangle cord

Approximate size: 129mm (length) x 71mm (width) x 40mm (height)

2007-08-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

Haven't been posting lately. Stupid phone's camera busted ):

BUT. On the plus side....I have been updating the youtube vid's? HAHAHAHA.

ENJOY.

2007-08-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored. Bored.

NOTHING TO POST, for now /ooh xD

2007-08-10T14:06:00.001+08:00

Sup y'all, SINGfest was totally AWESOME!

I'll only post pictures of A7X (Avenged Sevenfold)

If you guys wanna see more pictures you can either tag me or pm me and I'll upload them (:

Here's the line up, feel free to choose which pics you wanna see:

8th August
The Stranglers
Cyndi Lauper
Pet Shop Boys
Sugar Ray
Sasha Bach Band
Shaggy

9th August
Gym Class Heroes
Avenged SevenFold
Hinder (left before they played)
MXPX (left before they played)
The Academy Is
The Noisettes (left before they played)
Crowned King
Cobra Starship
One Buck Short
Great Spy Experiment

Hope you enjoy the A7X photos (:

M. Shadows (Matthew Sander)

._. why is he staring here

Zacky Vengeance (Zachary Baker)

Jonny Christ (Jonathan Seward)

Synyster Gates (Brian Haner, Jr)

Synyster Gates (Brian Haner, Jr) starts his guitar solo

The Rev (James Sullivan)

scratching your ear eh

and together they are, Avenged Sevenfold aka A7X

2007-08-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

08/09 AUGUST SINGFEST 2007! WOOHOOO!

Life sux, but I'll make the best of it.

These are the words I wanna leave you with

Will you listen to my story
It’ll just be a minute
How can I explain
Whatever happened here never meant to hurt you
How can I cause you so much pain

When I say I’m sorry
Will you believe me
Listen to my story
Say you won’t leave me
When I say I’m sorry
Can you forgive me
When I say I will always be there
Will you believe, will you believe in me

All the words that I come up with
They’re like gasoline on flames
There’s no excuse, no explanation
Believe me if I could undo what I did wrong
I’d give away all that I own

When I say I’m sorry
Will you believe me
Listen to my story
Say you won’t leave me
When I say I’m sorry
Can you forgive me
When I say I will always be there
Will you believe

If I told you I’ve been cleanin’ my soul
And If I promise you I’ll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in take me for who I am
And not for who I’ve been, who I’ve been

When I say I’m sorry
Will you believe me
Listen to my story
Say you won’t leave me
When I say I’m sorry
Can your forgive me
When I say I will always be there
Will you believe me

When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
When I say I’m sorry
Can you forgive me
When I say I will always be there
Will you believe

2007-08-05T13:59:00.001+08:00

Emptiness...

There could be fog
Or maybe just a mist
And inexplicably I'll fade to white
Vanish,and be gone

Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eye's distracted
By a fallin leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone

Then you will discover
What emptiness is

A space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up

A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack

Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture

But it will be nothing
Ashen silence where i used to sing
And deafness

The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the ends of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping waavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convivial packs

Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall

Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
in the cold, dawn air

You must utter
A howl so desolate, it

Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on your pillow

And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss

And know what missing is
And hold me.

2007-08-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

Life boring you?
Feeling stressed?
Have nothing better to do?
Have fun with a Love Calculator!

2007-07-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

Oh man today sucked.

Got yelled at for 2 hours by my dad cause of some err ISSUES.

After he finished yelling, I wanted to go for a run. Just after I placed 1 foot out the door it started raining cats and dogs.

ANYWAYS, this was what I wrote after finishing up on a test today.

I spend half of the day
thinking of you,

I spend the other half
counting the times
I thought of you.

Just remember "I love you!"

2007-07-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

Today after piano, I went out with a couple of friends.
We ate and chatted at Suki Sushi for like 3 hours. Half way through -D4L-l0llie (or however you spell it) walks into the same place with her sister and sat at a table beside us. Wei Kiat confirmed it was her after I called him to check HAHA!

Anyways, had loads of fun after that playing pool with my friends!

Had to leave at 6, rushed all the way down to the Singapore Indoor Stadium for the WWE Summerslam event. It was from 8pm to 11pm. The first part was boring like omgosh, I actually fell asleep. Well you know how they always start chanting stuff like "YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK" or "BOOOOOOOO" or "WHAT!". Well it was really RETARDED when they switched on the spot lights directly at us when a match was going on. People (almost everyone) actually chanted "SWITCH OFF THE LIGHTS", "TURN OFF THE LIGHTS", "KUA BO LA OFF LIGHT LEH (CANNOT SEE LA OFF LIGHT LEH)". Yes it's true it was SO HILLARIOUS. It lasted like 15 minutes HAHAHA IMAGINE THAT!

Well after the event ended my aunt came and took us home.

NOW I'M HERE BLOGGING!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The following did not happen today.

After walking around the Orchard area for like 30 minutes we finally decided to eat at NYDC. Andrew had an ice blended latte and something else I couldn't remember. Sadly we couldn't get any pictures of his order.

Jin Sheng got himself a plate of ham pasta thingy I can't remember the name ugh -_- and a cup of ice cappuccino.

As for me I had a Jazzy Brownie and a "Love Potion" HAHAHAHAHA!

it's all about LOVE!

Samuel got himself a bottle of heineken and an "oreo obsession".

Look at Andrew trying to steal my cherry!

Don't ask me why I look like this -_-

After eating and chatting for awhile Andrew had to leave, so we took a picture together.

PS. His camera sucks. Bloody 1.3 MP !@#$!#@$! HAHAHAHAHA! It's his PSP cam so yeah.

2007-07-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Disconnected

You know that you are
the center of my attention
and you leave me no choice.
Tripping on to the floor
looking at my reflection
as I follow the chord to your voice
as it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.

Don't hang up on me, cause
I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins?

As the days roll by
cant help myself
just sit and wonder why
was it something I said
something I did my girl?

Your wilted roses make me cry
a sentimental sign of rejection
as I follow the chord to your voice.
As it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.

Don't hang up on me
cause I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins??
Begins..

Don't hang up on me
cause I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins?
(repeat)

2007-07-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

To all Team SiN members, match confirmed tomorrow @ Seng Kang CC at 1.30pm. Reporting time will be 1pm. Everyone is to meet latest by 12.30pm. Game mode will be AP (All Pick). Game version will remain the same 6.43b.

Today was pretty ok, had fun with our PSP's in school, racing Zhen Yu, Rayson, Jason and Celine in Burnout Legends.

Reached home at like 1++, chatted on msn till about 2.50 or so then went for the oh-so boring daily run -ugh-

Jin Sheng and Wei Kiat then decided that they wanted to play some pool. I met JS at around 5.30pm then headed for Vivo City together. Walked around met our friends for like ugh 5 fricken mins, then decided to have my dinner at Harbour Front's Mcdonalds. I was so fricken hungry the only meal I ate today was at like 10am and 7pm.

Well to cut this long boring, yet in some way, retarded story short. We went to meet Dai Wei cause JS had to return him his fricken keyboard !@#%!@%#. I was engrossed with my PSP when I heard a loud BANG! I looked up, saw a woman screaming and yelling like she lost her fricken mind running towards the road. I knew something was wrong, did her child get knocked down by that huge tour bus? JS and I edged towards the woman and saw that her dog got killed by that bus. There was blood all over the road. She was holding onto her dying dog crying and yelling at the same time. Everyone came to check out what had happened, yeah singaporeans -_-

We then proceeded on to meet Dai Wei and Wei Kiat. Walked all the way to MT Faber Safra then played pool! well you could always see 2 people playing pool and the other 2 on the PSP's HAHAHAHA.

Ok I don't think I need to tell you guys what happened after pool now eh. It's obvious we went home duh, and yes now I'm here blogging my ass off.

If any of you wanna see a (so I call) retarded picture of me you can go here and go check the previous posts until you see a weirdo wearing uber huge sun glasses (THEY DON'T BELONG TO ME).

Peace.

2007-07-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

The pass few days have been rather empty and hollow.
Life seems so meaningless.
I wonder why I'm still alive.

I'm so messed up.

I cut myself while removing the fricken rubber band from my fricken braces.
The cut is so fricken deep it hurts whenever I touch anything.

Tomorrow I'm going to do something drastic with Alvin and Gladys. Hopefully all goes well and nothing bad happens.

The last competition for the PAYM League is coming up this saturday.

Location: Seng Kang CC
Time: TBA
Date: 21/07/2007

Team SiN members please come in your CAPL polo tee on that current day.

Current Team Members:

TAINTed)SiN - Jordan
life)SiN - Ryan
TimE)SiN - Nixon
Pr0ZeN)SiN - Ashraf
Died3d)SiN - Ying Zheng

We currently have 0 subs.

Anyone interested in joining the team, please contact me via msn; xxtiduzxx@hotmail.com

2007-07-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

Apparently the Chimpanzee that escaped from the zoo some years back found it's way to my blog.

ANYWAYS, school is fun, yet boring, as usual.

We are still looking for more skilled DotA players to join our team.

Current competitions we're in:

PAYM Legue - 21/07/2007

CAPL (Compaq AMDA Pro-gaming League) - 14/07/2007 ~ 28/07/2007

WCG (World Cyber Games) - 02/08/2007 ~ 03/08/2007

After these competitions I won't get into anymore DotA stuff.

Any members of Team SiN reading this, I'm really sorry, but I need to study for my private O's.

Team SiN ftw~

2007-07-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

Muahahahaha! I just had to post before I go to bed :/

Anyways today was rather boring, main highlight of the day was the swimming with my mom and bro around 8+ at night, then 1 hour of pool. My dad came at the end of everything to fetch us home, even though the place was like 1km away from our house.

Ahh~ watched Dead Silence, downloaded the actual DVD version of it, so frickin' exciting. Sad though everyone died in the end, leaving the "ghost" of Mary Shaw alive ):
Stupid ending, hate the director for that.

DotA Competition coming up this saturday at Ulu Pandan Community Club, even though I specifically told my brother that I just HAD to go out with my ex classmates from secondary school for the Transformers movie. He INSISTED I follow him in joining the competition.

There is another upcoming competition on the 21st of July at Seng Kang Community Club. Yet again we only have like 4 days to train before the first competition, total crap I tell you, if we win this, we'd be like god or something. Anyways best of luck to us, Team SiN ftw!

The following is the list of our members:

life)SiN - Ryan
TAINTed)SiN - Jordan
TimE)SiN - Nixon
Nic)SiN - Nicholas
- Ashraf our latest member

Sad to say Chen Wei Cheng has been removed from our team due to...ok I'll spare you the nonsense, he just sucks that's it, as simple as that.

Oh and if anyone is wondering what 'ftw' means, it simply means 'for the win'. Yes I know, rather retarded terminology, deal with it yes? (:

Well that's all for now, I better go sleep before I get scolded by someone :/
Peace.

2007-06-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

Apparently, Chris Benoit from the WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment) supposedly, killed his wife and 7 year old child over the weekend, before killing himself on monday. Wrestling fans can catch the Benoit Tribute on Channel 22 (Super Sports) on July 4th.

It's really sad how a good wrestler like him ended his career just like that, he was scheduled to come to Singapore for the Summer Slam event on July 28th. I even got tickets to go.

I pray for his soul to rest in peace.

2007-06-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

I couldn't possibly right such a poem but I found it rather intriguing.

There could be fog
Or maybe just a mist
And inexplicably I'll fade to white
Vanish,and be gone

Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eye's distracted
By a falling leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone

Then you will discover
What emptiness is

A space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up

A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack

Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture

But it will be nothing
Ashen silence where i used to sing
And deafness

The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the ends of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping waavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convivial packs

Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall

Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
in the cold, dawn air

You must utter
A howl so desolate, it

Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on your pillow

And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss

And know what missing is
And hold me.

2007-06-24T11:08:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a pretty fun day, ryan and I woke up at around 9.30am, bathed and left for Red Hill MRT. We decided to have our lunch at the Red Hill market before heading off to Simei.

After reaching Simei we made our way to the CC and met up with Nixon, we then proceeded into the hall and waited for our 2 other team members.

First game for us started at around 3pm. We took heads in the coin toss and won the coin toss. We decided to pick the heroes 1st and they choose the scourge team so this is what we got.

Heroes choosen in order

Sentinel (Team SiN)
Queen of Pain - Nicholas (Top)
Venomancer - Jordan (Bottom)
Warlord - Ryan (Middle)
Rogue Knight - Nixon (Bottom)
Vengeful Spirit - Wei Cheng (Top)

Scourge (Here For Fun)
Zeus (Middle)
Sand King (Bottom)
Earth Shaker (Top)
Enigma (Bottom)
Priestess of the Moon (Top)

In the end the matched lasted roughly 1 hour and 30 minutes omg -_-
Even though they had such a pathetic team our kills only won them by 1.
It was like 40+ to 40+ kills, stupid right.

We wanted to leave, but then they told us we had a 2nd match at 5pm.
We ate at the CC then proceeded back into the hall, only to find out that we could only play at 6pm zzz.

Our next opponents were Team XtC. We choose heads again in the toin coss and we won it yet again. We choose heroes first, but this team choose sentinel instead of scourge, so this was what happened.

Heroes choosen in order

Sentinel (Team XtC)
Queen of Pain (Bottom)
Warlord (Middle)
Rogue Knight (Top/Keeps Changing Lanes)
Pugna (Top)
Vengeful Spirit (Keeps Changing Lanes)

Scourge (Team SiN)
Shadow Fiend - Ryan (Middle)
Zeus - Nicholas (Bottom)
Sand King - Nixon (Top)
Earth Shaker - Jordan (Top/Swapped To Bottom)
Venomancer - Wei Cheng (Bottom/Swapped To Top)

Okay this match sucked. End score Sentinel 30 Scourge 3. They beat us by 10x our kills. Okay enough about kills, this match ended in 40 minutes. Pugna had Dagger of Escape at level 7. Queen of Pain had Eye of Skadi and Perserverence at 30 minutes into the game. This game was so screwed it couldn't get any worse. Nicholas being the biggest winner here, 0-14. No one will ever know how that happened -_-

So after that pathetic game we went out, I switched on my handphone and Su-Lyn called!

Blah blah blah long story short, we decided to go play pool at Kim Seng Plaza, opposite Great World City. We headed for GWC first, I met up with Su-Lyn and Meera, chatted abit then met back up with Nicholas and Nixon, Wei Cheng went home first, Ryan went off with her.

In the end, Nicholas, Nixon and I were the only ones playing pool at Kim Seng. Nixon left after 2 games, Nicholas wanted to play 2 more games with me. He should have never even won 1 game, but I made tonnes of mistakes ugh -_- so after 2 games the score was 1 - 1 tied, he then asked for 1 more game, and not wanting to leave it tied I just agreed.

HAHAHA won the last game then headed home, Nicholas suggested we took a cab, so yeah we did.

Well what I did when I reached home wouldn't be interesting to any of you, so yeah I guess that's it for today (:

Team SiN ftw~

2007-06-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

Had fun today with Tian Yi, Hillary, Shawn and Ivan!

We were supposed to meet @ orchard MRT around 6pm. But I was late, as usual HAHAHA, Hillary and Ivan were a litte late too. So anyways, after meeting up we took this LONG walk all the way from Wisma Atria to Cineleisure, omg -_-.

Hillary and Shawn had their "dinner" at Kobayashi (don't care if I got the name wrong, should be right though) while the rest of us watched. Hillary was playing around with his fried tofu -_- HAHAHAHAHA.

We then headed to Cheers to get some chips for the movie, which we smuggled into the cinema through means of using Tian Yi and Ivan's bags HAHAHAHAHA :/ ok I should stop laughing like that.

Ocean's 13 was a nice movie, half way during the movie my piano teacher called, she said she wanted to see me for awhile and she was at PS (Plaza Singapura) after the movie I called her and amazingly she was already at Cineleisure. I met up with her at Pastamania, then went off with the rest of them. We didn't know what to do or where to go, so all of us headed for E Games.

It was a long walk from Cineleisure all the way down to Park Lane. 5 minutes after we reached, I bumped into Krister and Marcus, they didn't wanna play as there were not enough people so they went home first. The bunch of us didn't know what to do, so in the end we all decided on heading home for some ET!

Earlier on in the afternoon we received confirmation of our DotA Tournament timing for tomorrow, every member of our DotA Team was informed except for Nixon, apparently his phone was off every single time we called -_-. Pray that we get through to him tomorrow.

DotA Competition Tomorrow @ 1.30pm Changi Simei CC.
Team SiN ftw~

That's it for today (:

Enemy Territory Quake Wars Open Beta is gonna be released tomorrow! WOO~

2007-06-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

Sheesh, slept at 5.30am, woke up at 12.30pm. No thanks to Ryan and his talking on the phone -_-.

Spent 2 hours updating my blog early this morning at around 2am, yet it still looks the same argh...gonna take away the FFX midi and replace it with imeem :D wahahaha.

Still have not confirmed my private o levels stuff for next year omg -_- err I really don't know what to do....

DotA Competition coming up this saturday! WOOHOO~ Team SiN FTW!
It's at Changi CC HAHAHAHA extremely far for us, and we don't even have the timing yet zzzz.

Ahh~ will blog tomorrow I hope.

Peace (:

2007-06-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

Omgosh, check out this pig's blog http://www.xanga.com/emptyheartsandsouls look at his pathetic tagboard.

Apparently, a loser named Wang Kin, cannot face up to the facts that even if Nixon is in his stupid pathetic excuse of a Clan. Fact remains that you, stupid honky (by now you should realise I don't really care how you spell that stupid word), will never be able to beat me or ryan in any DotA game, you can ask for a 1v1 or a 5v5 bring Nixon or whoever you think is "PRO". We will know who is noob and who is not after the match now won't we.

I'll be waiting, fag face (:

NOTE: Anyone that wants attention badly just leave him an insult or two and tonnes will come flying back at ya (: (tonnes which make no sense at all)

PS. You would have to wait quite awhile for those insults as they need hours to think of them, yet when they do think of them....you can go see the outcome for yourself. (don't laugh, I know they're stupid, but don't laugh at stupid people ok?)

2007-06-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, some time at night, a pathetic wannabe but obviously will-never-be "ah beng" called my on my mobile and started bitching about how I APPARENTLY "IMPERSONATED" someone and flamed eugene's tagboard.

WOAHHHHH scary. It's just some insults on a tagboard gee get on with your life you sad pathetic fools.

ANYWAYS, if any of you FAGS are reading this, you guys are welcomed to do anything you want (:

Because frankly, I don't give a shit. There is nothing any of you can do to "harm" me or piss me off in any way. Good luck trying :D

CHEERS~

PS. There is so much more bull shit that I didn't add so yeah. PM me for full details (:

2007-05-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO :D

Anyone of you that got like free time on your hands can go and see how high your IQ is by taking an IQ test here http://web.tickle.com/tests/uiq/index_main.jsp and please.
DO.
NOT.
CHEAT
(:

MONDAY, 28TH MAY, 2007.
Hillary and I watched Pirates of the Carribean : At World's End at some MGS event, really nice event, very lively and full of energy, cost of it all, 30 bucks a ticket. BUT I MUST SAY IT IS WORTH IT! (silly me, I forgot to bring the Croatian Rhapsody piece and 1 hard boiled egg for Su-lyn =/)

Before we entered the theater, I saw Su-lyn buying a can of diet coke, it was rather an awkward situation cause I was surprised to see her well....THERE AHAHAHA, so I just gave her a stupid look (slaps self on the head).

After we entered I told Hillary to wait with me at the side of the entrance, I don't know why, I think I just wanted to wait for Su-lyn to enter or something, that was when I said hi to her and Hillary....just...I don't know..we then walked to our seats shortly after.

We had like these "goodie bags" on our seats. Hillary thought them gold coins were chocolate coins HAHAHAHAHA. Then like 5 minutes later Su-lyn came, smacked me on the back and handed me a small container of meringues, it didn't ACTUALLY hurt, and it was just for fun and stuff so I don't think she needs to apologise, but she did anyway, more than once, more than twice, yes, more than thrice HAHAHAHA.

I must say Su-lyn is quite good at baking, her err....vanilla essence meringues (rolling on floor laughing) tasted great :D besides the fact that for some reason they felt like styrofoam =X

Overall the movie was great, but VERY long winded. I got to meet several people there, I met Shreyanka, Meera (AHAHAHAHA) and I met Rivali after the movie.

It was rather late when we finally took a cab back =/

That's all, toodles!

PS. Su-lyn was being rather quiet throughout and after the entire event =/ but Hillary was worse HAHAHAHAHAHA.

(The following happened some time back)
I was so looking forward to the Planet Shakers concert on 15th June, but then I found out the tickets were all sold out, like what the hell, it isn't even june and the tickets are all sold out. This just goes to show how "KIASU" Singaporeans are -_-

Ahh~ oh well.

So fricken bored at home, need to go out!!

xM Outting)
ALVIN, DAVE, FRANK AND HILLARY. Please choose a date soon, this cannot wait any further. Cause I might start stabbing people.

xM & GaX-ET Outting)
Tian Yi asked me to err well go out and have fun with them, hopefully the GaX dudes will be fun to hang out with, will confirm the date with you guys later.

Class BBQ)
I think you all know that we're gonna have a Class BBQ on June 11th yeah? Well I'm not REALLY looking forward to it, I mean it is supposed to be a class BBQ, why invite your other friends gee -_- highly doubt I'd go though...

ET Chalet)
To all friends of HESS and xM, Marcus and I are hopefully going to organise an ET Chalet during the June holidays. There are quite a number of people going, so anyone else interested please inform (:

2007-05-21T20:09:00.001+08:00

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2007-05-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm long time no blog.
I got really nothing to blog about anyways, there's a C++ Programming test coming up soon and I err haven't been studying. I got 5 days to get everything memorized. Ugh..

Looking forward to our class BBQ on the 11th of june :D
Apparently some of our classmates are gonna bring alcohol O.O I'm sure it's gonna be plenty of fun! Leo was saying that he's gonna get me so drunk until I wouldn't be able to stand. Right, like that's gonna happen.

Oh and Mdm Faridah is so totally unfair -_- like what the hell man I finished my test earlier than this dude and he got a 'B' and I got a 'D'? You're so gonna get screwed when I talk to someone about this, you sick twisted biased tard.

ANYWAYS, got nothing more to say ):
Bye!

2007-05-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

Today afternoon, around 12pm, I woke up, and found the requirements needed in order for someone to become a pilot.

Requirements

Singapore Citizen, Singapore Permanent Resident or Malaysian Citizen.
Medically fit with visual acuity of at least 6/60 without optical aids, correctable to 6/6
GCE ‘A’ Level. Polytechnic Diploma or Degree. In addition, you must have obtained a minimum of 5 credits in the GCE ‘O’ Level or its equivalent. These must include English, Mathematics and a Pure Science subject, preferably Physics, taken at one sitting.
Some years of working experience preferred.

Training
You will spend 15 to 17 months on training to acquire an Airline Transport Pilot’s Licence (ATPL) with Instrument Rating (IR) at Pilot Training Schools in Singapore and overseas. Full board and lodging will be provided. Upon obtaining the flying licence, you will undergo further training of 1 to 2 years to become a First Officer.

Remuneration and Service Benefits
A monthly allowance will be provided during training. On appointment as a First Officer, you will be paid a basic salary and various allowances. Fringe benefits, including medical & dental treatment and discounted travel will also be offered.

Bond
Successful candidates will be required to serve the employer company for the duration of the training and for a period of 5 to 7 years from the date of appointment as First Officer.
**********************************************************************

I'm gonna start learning the piano soon, and now this came.
Looks like I'm gonna be needing heck loads of tuition.

Oh well, I better get going then eh, see ya!

2007-05-08T20:18:00.000+08:00

It's been ages since I posted anything, well just so all of you know, this. blog. isn't. dead.

Theses few days have been rather boring, besides talking on the phone and that ONE PRANK CALL SOMEONE GAVE ME -_-

ANYWAYS, I can't believe I still have sore throat and flu after 4 days, well at least the fever's gone.

My my you can't imagine the amount of gossip I missed out on just cause I was absent on monday, like WOW.

Oh oh there's this annoying twit in my class, his name is Alan and he can't seem to stop being oh-so proud. He thinks he's smarter than EVERYONE, when he clearly isn't even smarter than ANYONE -_- okay I think I'd better stop here before I get crass.

Peace (:

2007-05-03T22:17:00.001+08:00

I can't explain my feelings for you
it's just too much to say,
but all I do is think of you day after day...

you don't understand how much I wish
you could be just mine,
and maybe it will happen
it might just take some time...

I don't know how or why
my feelings are so very strong
but I do know that
in my arms is where you belong...

I know I've only known you
for just a little while
but ever since I met you,
I can only think of your beautiful smile...

I wish you would look me in my eyes
and say you want me, too
but until then- I just want you to know
I will wait for you

2007-05-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

HEY, just so you guys know I had fun on 1/05/07.

I don't really wanna go into detail of what happened yesterday but overall, it was fun, at least for me.

Eh nothing to really blog about, I'll blog about something else another time then (:

BUSY BUSY!

2007-04-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

MAN TODAY WAS SO FUN.
NOT.

Well quite fun but no not really, Johnson didn't come, so we couldn't tease and disturb him ):

So anyways, Jon met up with me at Bedok MRT at like 11.30am. We then headed to Mcdonalds for breakfast. Then we took a long assin' bus all the way down to HIGH Cafe, 19 East Coast Road. Stephen came shortly after we arrived at HIGH. We then took 3 coms, and the first thing I did was launch AuditionSEA LOL :/ went online crapped abit then went off for some DotA. Played a couple of matches, went CS, went Battlefield 2, went Quake 4, then went for dinner LOL. Yes yes i skipped loads of details but what the heck :D

We had YES MCDONALDS FOR DINNER TOO AHAHAHAHA =x (de-retards self)
Jon then offered to give me a lift back to my house in a cab awww so sweet eh(not gay)? :D

JOHNSON DETAILS:
GAYBO TARD DIDN'T COME, SAID HE GOT INTO A FIGHT LAST NIGHT, ENDED UP IN HOSPITAL.
That was thoroughly summarised, I cut off like AT LEAST two thousand words. ^^

END~~

2007-04-08T19:51:00.001+08:00

Amber Pacific
Fall Back Into My Life

I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong
You know that I will miss you now you're gone
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
So leave a little note for me behind
I swear I have to know the reasons why
This won't survive

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I want to be your only one

And now it's not the same with you away
Just holding onto hope to save my days
I won't survive
So just stay with me tonight, and try

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one

2007-04-08T03:18:00.000+08:00

All these poems are what my feelings are saying, I do not think I will write anymore, for now at least.

Anyways, my next post will be about that time a bunch of my old classmates and I went out, hopefully I get the freakin' picture soon = =

WOLFENSTEIN: ENEMY TERRITORY NEWS

[HESS] VS -STK-

Results:
[HESS] WIN: 6 LOSE: 0
-STK- WIN: 0 LOSE: 6

Maps Played:
1st(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Siwa Oasis
2nd(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Siwa Oasis
3rd(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Gold Rush
4th(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Gold Rush
5th(-STK-: Allies, [HESS]: Axis): Siwa Oasis
6th(-STK-: Axis, [HESS]: Allies): Siwa Oasis

[HESS] Team Members:
Marcus
Ying Fang
Edwin
Ian
Ben
DeathWing
Melissa(subbed with Ying Fang after 1st match)

-STK- Team Members:
Jordan
Alex
Hillary
Ryan
Jin Sheng
Tian Yi
Hakim(subbed with Ryan after 4th match)

2007-04-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

I haven't known you very long
but that's not the way I feel;
I've told you all about me
I have nothing to conceal.

What I say may sound silly now
but you'll find it to be true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.

You are my new beginning,
you're the door to life beyond;
you're all that I could ever want
or ever need to carry on.

You're the future I have dreamed of,
you're a new and brighter day;
with you, there is no looking back,
the past can fade away.

Though I haven't known you very long
you'll find all I've said is true;
I never thought that when we met
I would fall in love with you.

2007-04-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,
Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,
Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be.
When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face,
You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.

You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,
But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,
Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.
It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,
Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share;
To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare.
You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,
You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.
My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,
But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,
That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.
I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,
For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.
Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,
You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.

Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew,
Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you.
Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down,
And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around.
Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore,
And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more.

When broken dreams still fill my days and nothing's going right,
You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight.
You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea,
And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be.
The way you live, the way you love and even so much more,
With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for.

You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry,
You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky.
Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above,
A million magic moments sent- to give you all my love.
You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true,
And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you.

I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul,
the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control.
Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met,
But all I know is the days with you I never will forget.
Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true,
But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you!

2007-04-01T19:29:00.001+08:00

When I first laid eyes on you I knew it was so true.
There was an angel in this world and that angel had to be you.
When I saw you standing there I knew it was true.
How can god create a girl as beautiful as you?
The things that came to mind were just so hard to say.
All these things about this girl would make me want to stay.
Her laugh, her smile and in every other way.
I knew this angel would have to go, not even god nor I would even know.
I begged this angel to stay and rest, but this angel said she had a test.
A test I asked, what test can this be?
This is the test where I get my wings and leave.
Please don't go I begged with my heart,
Because you're the perfect angel right in my heart.

2007-03-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

You're an angel that nobody can see,
Still, an angel is what you are to me.
An angel from heaven is what you are,
In my sky you're definitely a heavenly star.

You're an angel with beauty and grace,
You're kind and sweet, you've an angel face.
You have very graceful angel wings.
Happiness, joy, and love are just some things,

That an angel can give, and to me you've given.
In my heart and on my mind, is where you're livin'.
You have hair that is as soft as cotton.
A guardian angel is what I've gotten.

Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright,
When everything is dark, you give me light.
You're an angel that gives me a reason to live,
You're the angel that teaches me to give.

You're the angel that makes me live another day,
You're the angel that teaches me the right things to say.
You're my angel and you'll always care,
You're my angel and you know I'll always be there.

2007-03-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED

Just a short poem I recently wrote.

For you I would do anything,
commit any sin,
crawl across the earth and into your dreams.

This 1 I wrote at 2am, was thinking of stuff, couldn't really sleep.

As I sit here
Wondering what to do
I close my eyes
And think of you
The icy haze
Begins to clear
Another beautiful day
slowly appears
You are my eyes
When I am blind
You are my ears
When I am deaf
You are my life
When I cannot live
A love so far
Yet so near
Losing you
Is my only fear
Always there are more ways
To say what needs to be said
Like how I love you
And how I need you throughout the day

Some pretty stupid stuff happened today. Yesterday I spent 1 entire hour planning with them twits on where to go for a movie and what movie to catch and stuff. Then today they told me they didn't wanna go. What's worse is I was already changed.
Nevermind, moving on.

I'm still not satisfied about my blog, it needs a password, so at least I can put the URL on my MSN PM without worrying if IT will read my blog.

DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER IF YOU'RE NOT INTO WARCRAFT (But if you're interested in IT, do read on)

Anyways, what happened on warcraft today really pissed me off. IT screwed the whole game, and it was our last game as we were going to stone on MSN. IT had to feed the enemy and in the end they called us noobs? I told that retard to come to our Clan Channel to arrange a private match yeah, that "BRAVE, COURAGEOUS" self-proclaimed PRO didn't show up, sigh...kids nowadays...even asked us to meet at bugis and asked if we wanted a punch table, like what the heck is a punch table? He called us noobs because we didn't know, as if we associate with babarians = =.

2007-03-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

Today some of my friends invited me to this msn convo.
They were trying to decide where to go to catch a movie and what movie to watch.
After wasting almost 1 hour of my precious time, we finally decided on 1 thing.
The place where we should go to watch a movie = =.
So yea, boring crap, in the end we decided.
Plaza Singapura, Tomorrow, 28/3/2007, Mr Bean's Holiday, 3.50pm.

What you're staring at is my new blogskin, apparently the loser that made this skin doesn't know how to make proper HTML's. It was all a lump of crap, took me 2 hours to change EVERYTHING, remove some useless retarded stuff and add the BGS and pop-up javascript thingy.

Anyways I hope today wouldn't be as boring as yesterday, oh wait, it's gonna be worse..some talk I gotta attend at 7.30pm, bahh....

Thats all for today, peace.

2007-03-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

Today today today.
Boring day.
I have 2 more days to complete 2 huge projects which I totally ignored for...3 months.
Well more like couldn't be bothered actually.
I really hate doing projects, stupid projects....

C Programming is one of my favourite subjects :D
It's so fun how you can make your own miniature program and screw around with people.

There's been this "THING" that's been bugging me lately.
Some "fishing" problems.
I need a "fish", like bad.

Well anyways, that's all for today, or rather for the next few days, or weeks, or months, or years, or..you get the point

2007-02-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

what the hell.
I can't log into blogger, so i resorted to updating it to the new version.
now they say i must remake a template or smth = = geeeeeee.
lemme go play around with it =X

SON OF AN IT.
My blog is screwed....the new version is so...

A short poem I threw together:

Always & Forever

Always & Forever you will be my dream come true,
from now till the end of time,
I will love,
only you.

2007-02-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

WOOT! Bleach 113 ROCKS!
can't wait for 114 *drool*
hopefully ichigo asks the vaizards for help (:

and.
and.

WHY THE HELL DID THOSE MUSLIMS HAVE TO REPORT HE YOUTUBE PORK VIDEO OMFG THAT VIDEO WAS T3H 1337N355

=X anyways, yeaaaa

someone in Westlife is gay, i just know it, and they said that in the tabloids so yea.. LOL

2007-01-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Bwahahaha! I'm waiting for Bleach 113.
Basket draw so slow -.-.

now now, WHO LOVES THE YOUTUBE VIDEO?
LOL =DD.
Johnson inspired me.
He told stephen that HALAL means CANNOT EAT.
Bull Crap Beyond Bull Crap My Friend.
No Childhood -.-.

WELL ANYWAYS.
FOR THE LAST TIME.
THIS.
BLOG.
ISN'T.
DEAD.

LIVE WITH IT.

Clan/Team DKoD Forever (:

2007-01-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

Clan DKoD Lives On!

Yesterday marked the opening for our Clan Forum : Divine Knight Forums

Link : http://s8.invisionfree.com/xDivineKnights

Took me a total of 2 days to get the forum ready for use (:

It's finally open so please do register and post, post, post!

2007-01-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

Omg school's gonna start for me soon ):
This sucks...i REALLY hate school yea...
Bloody hell...what's worse is the course i'm going to

zZz nvm...
I don't really have anything to say so yea
This should be it for now..

2006-12-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

Basic Bot Commands : *do not insert ( )*
Access Command
0 !Beer
0 !Mail (User)
0 !Whoami
not sure !Pingme
50 !Pants (User)
50 !Pelt (Anything)
50 !Ask8ball (Anything)
50 !Shout (Anything)
50 !Say (Anything)
50 !R.Prof *Ryan's Profile*
50 !J.Prof *My Profile*
70 !Mimic (User)

Yea basically these are the only important commands you guys need to know if you wanna play with the bot.
NO SPAMMING of commands are allowed.
ANYONE CAUGHT SPAMMING OF BOT COMMANDS WILL GET WARNED AND BANNED.

2006-12-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

Clan DKoD BBQ @ East Coast, Area B, Pit 6 on 29th December '06

Basically if you wanna go yea, just tell me on msn or warcraft.
Price will be set when everyone has confirmed =D

Before we go to the BBQ yea we're planning on watching Death Note 2.
Those that wanna watch tell me asap thx.

You can bring your friends, but please don't bring an army =.=
Confirm with me soon, if not....too bad =x

2006-12-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

Like omg man we won mi2 right cause they came late so we walked over LOL!

and yea 2nd day sucked ryan, jit siang, jun yang and vincent are blind fucking noobs.

i told them to come help gang sven at bottom lane since the match started until we got owned right and no one came. like wth can't u people read? jit siang keeps giving me this excuse that chen is there and omg im so far away. LIKE I GIVE A FUCK JUST COME U MOFO.
and ryan worst.....OMG THEY GOT WARDS. THEY ARE OBSERVER WARDS NOT WARD OF VIPER WARDS U FUCKTARD. and jun yang WOULDN'T SWAP FOR BLOODY FREAKING HOLY MOTHER OF GOD NUTS cause he would apparently "DIE" pro VS my ASS

anyways they are stupid dumb blind and useless so yea the end =D

2006-12-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Well well.
we're gonna enter in a DotA tournament on Dec 9 and 10.
so yea we're not sure if we'll win but yea we have high hopes in winning =D

WTH !? I THINK I JUST HEARD LI EAN'S BROTHER SCREAM LOLOLOL
that was some funny shit -.-
dbsk addict -.-

oh wth? mavis mavis mavis.....tag also dun tag this kinda thing ma -.- mehhh
but anyways...DENVER I WANT COCONUT OIL LOL JK ><

okay i'll give you guys the tournament results after it's over =D
wish us luck <3

2006-12-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

Everyone please Gratx Li Ean on being an official PLANETEER on 01/12/2006 =D

Captain Planet is proud of you Li Ean ROFL

Btw planeteers love cheese =D

Hear what Captain Planet has to say :

The Power is YOURS!